My first thought every morning
Is you.
My first thought every evening
Is you.
I want you to
Hold me close,
within the circle of your arms.
To run your hands across my face
like you would
a bow over the strings
of a violin.
To kiss me like I was oxygen
And you were dying to breathe.
To press your forehead
Against mine
And smile.
To lie with me in the middle
Of the night
As we tell each other
What we're thinking
At 2:06am.
To lie together
Under the blanket
Watching sad movies,
Sappy movies,
Funny movies.
I'd steal glances at you
When you aren't looking
Because you're beautiful.
Because you make me smile.
Because you light up my dark labyrinth.
It's a strange feeling.
'Cause I die a little every time I see you
With him.
And I feel worthless, again.
My emotions smother me in kisses
Of pain and heartache.
Breathe me.
Please,
Breathe me.
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Title inspired by Sia's "Breathe Me".
