Out running karma (Jimin X BTS)

chapter 11

Jimin didn't feel like going to school. He didn't feel like doing anything.

Jimin just stared at the wall with a blank
expression. He was lost in his thoughts.

He sometimes wondered, wouldn't he be happier if he was dead? Being dead
is much better than living this sufferable life.

Wouldn't others be happy too? So not only is he going to do them a favor by getting rid of himself, but he'll be doing himself a favor too.

Jimin sighed as he shook
his head.

"You aren't fucking ready
for school?! Get the fuck
up, you useless faggot!" Jimin's mom yelled at him.

Jimin flinched at her words and nodded
furiously. "I-Tl get up. Just P-please don't hurt me." Jimin trembled.

She scoffed and walked
away, slanming the door
shut.

Jimin let out a shaky sigh
as he got up. He could
already feel his whole body hurt. Everything was sore.

Jimin hissed as he walked to the bathroom. He saw that like always, he had bruises on his face.

Jimin applied his foundation to hide his
bruises. He wouldn't want people to see how ugly he was.

He noticed that he was
running out of it. He told himself he would buy
more when he got time.

Jimin styled his hair and
walked to his wardrobe.
He wore a black hoodie
and some light bluue
ripped jeans.

Jimin put on his hoodie,
wanting to cover everything.

He grabbed his backpack
and headed out the door.
Everything seemed dull
and dark as he walked
down the road.

He stuffed his hands in his pocket as he looked down.

"Jumping off the bridge or suicide in the bathtub?"

Jimin asked himself as he walked.

He was contemplating
suicide and which way he would go.

He felt sad, knowing he
would leave Ms. Ross but
maybe it would be for the best.

Jimin snapped out of his thoughts as he reached
the school.

He didn't care anymore.
Nothing mattered. He
didn't care if he got beat
up, knowing he would
soon be gone.

He went to his locker but
didn't do anything. He just stood there. Motionless.

He saw BTS coming and
his face expression didn't change. In a way, he kind of felt glad that they were helping him by slowly killing him.

"What did the school's
pig say? Oink oink." Jin laughed in his face.

The others laughed
but Jimin remained
emotionless.

"Does anyone want to see me beat up this fat ass?" Jungkook yelled.

Many students laughed
and giggled, cheering yes.

Jungkook smirked. He prepared his fists before
he punched Jimin straight in the stomach.

Jimin hissed as he fell on
the floor. But nothing else. His expression was still the same.

Jungkook grabbed jimin
by his hair and slammed
his face on the ground.

It hurt. Really fucking bad.

But Jimin didn't care what happened to him.

That pain was nothing
compared to what he was feeling.

Jungkook turned Jimin around and punched his
face. He kept on punching him until there were bruises on his face.

The rest joined in and
tortured Jimin. They were all beating him up.

Jimin saw that no one said a thing or helped. They all just cheered for more.

It truly is sad that society
has turned into this.

By the time they were
done, Jimin was bleeding
profusely.

He grunted as he picked
himself up. He felt pain
everywhere. He hissed but managed to walk inside the bathroom.

Purple bruises were
forming all over his face.
His lip was busted and it was bleeding.

Jimin hissed as he wet his face with water. He was so bruised up.

But yet, he didn't want
anyone to see that. He
applied some makeup to
hide his hideous bruises.

In the end, he looked
normal. He didn't look like he was hurting

Jimin just sat down in the corner, staring into space.

He chuckled to himself
as he thought of jumping
down the bridge.

He would finally be
happy.

No longer would be
breathing. He didn't deserve it anyways.
Jimin flinched as he heard the bell ring, signifying that it was lunch time.

Jimin's stomach grumbled. It had been days without
food.

Jimin hissed as he picked
himself off the floor. He
put his backpack on his
shoulder and started
limping to the cafeteria.

The cafeteria fell silent as he opened the doors. He didn't care anymore.
He just limped to the line, grabbing his tray of food.

He sat down in an empty
table. He just stared at his food, deciding if he should eat or not.

'Do you really deserve
it? You are going to die
anyways. Someone else could be eating that
instead ofyour fat ass self"

Jimin snapped out of his
thoughts when he saw
BTS approaching him
with a smirk on their
faces. Jimin just stared coldly at them.

"If it isn't the school's
pig! And of course you're
eating lunch! You never
stop stuffing your mouth!" Jungkook exclaimed, laughing in his face.

The whole cafeteria burst out in laughter.

Normally, Jimin would
have been embarrassed
But he just stayed emotionless. That's when
you knew...he had given
up in life.

Namjoon noticed that he
didn't react and was really confused. Normally he would have put his head down.

His eyes looked so dull. As if he were done. They had no emotions in it. Only a tint of sadness.

He ignored it. He was
so convinced that he
deserved this. If he wasn't so ugly then he wouldn't have gotten picked on.

Taehyung smirked as he
handed Jungkook a carton of milk.

The members all smirked at each other before Jungkook spilled milk all over Jimin.

He smirked as the
students laughed and took pictures.

Jimin looked down. He
stood up and walked away, opening the
cafeteria doors.

He looked back and gave
them a smile before
walking out.