Jimin stared intensly at his red marked arms. All those cuts seemed to be making fun of him and his patheticness. All the memories started playing in his mind like a movie. He felt weak. He wanted. no. He needed to tear up. Only that could put him at ease.
How did life come to this? It wasn't supposed to end up like this. When did he become so pathetic.
He felt like loosing his mind in the quite hospital room. Life was so miserable. So was he. Why didn't he fight back? Why did he let that happen? Why didn't he think of his father? Why didn't he think about Ms. Ross before trying to kill himself?
"Its okay." He felt a hand on his shoulder. His eyes travelled around and landed on Dr. Zhang. The Dr. smiled and slipped his arm around Jimin's shoulder.
"You are a strong boy. Don't let them bring you down." That made Jimin blink away his tears. He nodded in return and flashed a small smile.
Dr. Yixing left after giving him some medicines and few more words of encouragement.
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Namjoon was out of his mind in the waiting area with is head in his hands. He fucked up. He felt so fucking guilty. It was horrible.
" Namjoon. Come on. We have to leave. Jimin will never forgive us." Yoongi boringly said standing over his friend.
" We are so fucking messed up. We drove a kid to suicide. You know how fucked up that is. We are- we are murderers. That's terrifing. I feel like hitting out." Namjoon bluntly said, eyes never leaving the floor.
"Oh c'mon Namjoon we didn't know-" Suga got cut off.
" No. We didn't care. We did see the fucking signs. But we didn't care. Especially you!" He yelled at him. " You saw that. You knew that it will happen but still acted like a jerk. In fact, even now u r acting like one. Like , you don't even care that you almost fucking killed him!"
"Hey. Calm down" Jin tried to calm them down but it went in deaf years.
" Now you are blaming me?! We all fucking did this! Yo think I don't regret?! You know how much scared I am now?! You know how terrifying it was for me to imagine him fucking dead?! I guess you have your head way up to your fucking ass to realize that I-" Yoongi got cut off by a friece punch landing on hus jaw.
Namjoons eyes were flaring with anger. Bearing holes in Yoongi's body.
Suga held his cheek and chuckled. "Oh! So you wanna start a fight! You wanna fucking hit me! Then do it!" He got into a fighting position.
"Guys we are in a hospital-" before Jungkook could finish Yoongi placed a punch right on Namjoon's cheek.
Joon clenched his frists. Face burning from both- punch and anger.
Soon the two boys were rolling over the floor. Throwing punches and kicks at each other. The medical staff rushed to the wating lounge only to see two teenagers with bloody and bruised faces ready to kill each other.
"YOU ARE THE REASON HE IS LIKE THIS. ONLY IF YOU HADN'T POKED YOR NOSE IN MY WORK , NONE OF THIS WOULD HAVE HAPPENED" Yoongi yelled between fights.
"YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE. YOU DON'T LOVE HIM. IF YOU DID YOU WOULD HAVE TRIED TO SAVE HIM INSTEAD OF DOING THIS. TAKE THE FUCKING TRUTH. YOU ARE FUCKED UP AND JIMIN WILL NEVER COME TO YOU" Namjoon shouted leaving everyone astonished. He got on the top of him abd started blowing punches one after another.
The members just stood there. Shocked about what he just said.
The hospital staffs somehow managed to separate them. Both of them stood up, glaring at each other while letting out heavy breaths.
" You two need to be treated. Follow me." A nuse sternly ordered pointing at Yoongi.
Both of them went with two different nurses not before giving each other a glare.
Namjoon's glare landed upon other members as he walked across them.
" Go home."
Jungkook was trembling from what just happened. Never in the life he had expected to see his hyungs fighting like that. He made a tight grip around Jin's arm out of shock.
Jin, on noticing this pulled the shaking boy closer, telling him that everything will be alright. He looked at Jimin's room for last time before turning around and making his exit.
Once coming out he heard Jungkook softly mutter.
"Are we gonna be alright? Is-is Jimin gonna be okay?"
"We can only hope" Jin sighed looking at the othet members who where awfully quite. A part of him wanted to scold and curse them for rest of his life where as another one wanted to comfort them.
'They might not know how to process all this'
"Please Jimin. Be okay." He closed his eyes giving fake reassurances to himself.
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Out running karma (Jimin X BTS)
Fanfictionjimin had lost his zest for life. With every step, he felt his desire to jump slowly increasing. Why is life so difficult. If death is easier than life then why was he even born? A book in which some dorky students bully a certain boy so much that h...
