"Please Jimin. You must eat to get better."
"No. I don't want to." The said boy looked pleadingly at the nurses in the hope that they would listen to him unlike last time.
The nurse sighed pursuing her lips. She gave a look to another nurse. "Just a little bit Jimin. It won't cause any harm. Please"
"I'm sorry. I can't." He looked down in embarrassment. "I don't want to gain more weight."
The two nurses gave him a pitied look. "How about a cracker? It's just a snack. It won't cause any weight gain."
She reasoned, trying to make the boy desperate to eat.
He shook his head. "Just, give me some water instead. Then I'll think about eating."
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While Jimin was pleading and arguing with nurses, a brown haired man, or I can say, boy, was curiously watching his every action. Taking note of his every expression.
It was a heartbreaking site for him. The patient looked very fragile and turmarized. With a heavy sigh, he walked away from the frosted glass door.
"What happened to the kid?" He asked, his voice dipped in concern.
"Suicidal attempt. Jumped from a high bridge" Dr. Zang replied.
The latter's already furrowed brows got deeper. "Why? What happened?"
"You know, teenagers nowadays."
"Another one?"
Dr. Zang nodded, glancing at Jimin's room. Both of them shared a look, before the brown head got a flick on his furrowed head.
"Ow!" He squealed, rubbing his forehead.
"You shouldn't frown so much. I bet you'll get wrinkles before me if you continue this." It was actually an approach by Dr. to lighten up the situation. And it worked. Well, only a little bit but it was more than enough since the hospital's atmosphere had been tense since those boys' arrival.
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Jimin looked down at the river beneath him. It looked deep,oddly scary and very tempting to jump in.
'Do it!'
He flinched at the voice and looked around to find someone. All of a sudden, his Crystal clear vision got clouded with greyish-red fog.
'Do it!'
He heard a splash; someone just jumped from there. His eyes widened as he looked at himself, slowly drowning in the deep and creepy water.
"W-what is this?" He muttered.
'Just do it!'
"Who the hell are you?" He yelled but his voice sounded weak. He, himself, was feeling weak. Weak to stand there anymore. He wanted to jump.
Out of the fog, walked a group of people. Those people whom he hated with all his guts.
Yoongi smirked. "Just do it. Don't make us wait longer. We want our show"
"Jump pig. Nobody cares about a fat pig like you." Namjoon glared at him with disgust.
"NO! I know people care about me. You broke me but I had people out there. People who cared about me! Just a bunch of bullies like you can't bring me down. I don't give a fuck about what you say!You all mean NOTHING to me!"
"Growing confidence I see." Hoseok tsked. "Bold you to believe that anyone wants you around. People can't even tolerate your existence. You will NEVER recover."
"I am getting better. I am recovering." Jimin glared at them. All of the BTS looked like he had cracked some joke.
"And I don't need you guys fucking it up like before." He added.
"Damn are you really blind. Remember this?" Jimin gasped as Jungkook pulled out his razor blade. The more he stared at it, his desire for living got lower and lower. It made him remember about the things which made him harm himself.
All those time he had been shoved, pushed, punched, kicked, tossed mercilessly on ground, all the torture. Meanwhile the one who caused it was laughing in front of him.
"Here, do it." Taehyung said, tossing the sharp object towards him.
Jimin was tongue-tied. He stared at the razor blade, then on his arms. His scars were healing. He was healing.
He knew he would recover. He would do better. He wouldn't cry. He wasn't weak. He could make it. He would DO IT!
'I CAN DO IT!'
"No." He bluntly stated.
Their faces darkened on hearing this. "What do you mean by no." Jin asked in a venomous voice, taking a step.
"I SAID NO!"
Jimin gasped, almost jumping off his hospital bed. It was a horrible dream.
'Thank god! It was just a dream.'
He wiped the sweat from his forehead before pulling the blanket which he had kicked off during the nightmare. After a couple of seconds, his breathing got even.
A smile made its way to his lips. He was indeed getting better. He was going to live. His condition was much better. And most importantly, he was supposed to stay at the hospital for at least two more weeks. That means he would have enough time to think properly and get a good comeback.
"Jimin, you have a visitor." The nurse said opening the door, just enough to peek in. The patient nodded.
"Hey Jimin."
Jimin couldn't believe his eyes. Tears unknowingly rolled on his cheeks.
"H-how did y-you f-find me?" He said between hiccups.
In front of him was Ms. Ross, holding a 'get well soon' balloon and a teddy bear. Her eyes were bloodshot as well. She hated seeing him in such a state. She wanted to see him smiling, not crying like that.
"I- just give me a hug." By the time she said that, the boy was already engulfed in her arms.
Jimin was sobbing. "I'm sorry. I wanted to tell you but-"
" It's okay Jimin. I see that you are getting better. I'm proud of you. My son"
That word, it made Jimin feel as if his shattered heart was taped up. He just nodded, rubbing tears from his eyes. He didn't want to upset her by crying.
"Here Jimin, I hired a psychiatrist for you. From now on, he will help you and boost you up." Ms. Ross said gesturing towards the brown headed man, he didn't even know was standing there.
He had chocolate mixed with muddy brown hair. His eyes brownish black while half of his face was covered in a mask. His ears were poping out between the mask strings. By appearance, he looked young. Younger than what a psychiatrist is expected to be.
He pulled off his mask giving Jimin a genuine smile.
"Hello Jimin."
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(A/n)So.......can you guess who this pscycaristist is?
Here are some options-
(A) sehun
(B) Kai
(C) chanyeol
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Out running karma (Jimin X BTS)
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