I will recover.

The drive.

Autumns pov.

I went inside to Shelby's and told her everything. All about the cancer the vampires Khol everything. She just looked at me in shock. And started crying. I told her I could use compulsion on her to help lighten the pain. She said no. And I respected that.
"So. About Khol? Who is he? Is he hot?" She asked.
"Let's go find out. But first. I just want you to have this. I gave her a bracelet. It had a communicator hacked into it. I told her how to use it and that she could use it at any time. I hugged her and we made our way down stairs. I introduced her to Khol and she winked at me when he wasn't looking. Meaning he was totally hot and a gentleman. Me and Khol made our leave. I started crying and soon enough I put my head in Khols lap and cried myself to sleep. I woke up to Khol playing with my hair.
"Sorry if I woke you up. I got you donuts though. Drive through obviously. Since you just woke up I figure you won't be talking for twenty minutes?" I shook my head at him ate a bite of a donut drank a sip of his coffee and laid my head back on his lap. I started to play with his hand that was now intertwined with mine. I could stay here forever. We were in the country side. So I looked at him. And as if he read my mind he pulled over. I have an obsession with running through wheat fields. I've always done that with Khol. Only him really. He always gets out and watches me. Until I motion for him to join me. It's the only time he ever lets go of his uptight self. He's always dressed in suit and tie. And it's strange to see him run through a field of wheat in a suit and tie. This time I jumped out and slowly walked to the middle. And dropped down on my back. And cried. I was leaving behind my whole life. And it hurt. So bad and I was afraid I might get bad again. Khol laid down beside me and I could tell he was worried about the same thing.
"It doesn't matter who you are. Things never seem to get better." I said.
"That's not true. You may think that. But I've seen you get better. But then we parted ways and you got bad again. Why did you leave me?" He started crying.
"I don't know. But I wished I hadn't. I'm so sorry." I turned on my side and laid my head on his chest and kept crying.
"Just don't do it again. Can we sleep here tonight? Like old times." I nodded my head and drifted to sleep.