I will recover.

Satirday*

Saturday was here, and I was nervous. I was waiting for him to text me. I kept changing and feeling disappointed that I was so insecure. Eventually I settled on a bullet for my valentine t-shirt and sweatpants. But then my hair liked awful! I started tugging at it. And I decided to pull it into a front fringe.
I really wanted to impress Danny!
Hey. You still coming over for netflix and cuddling?
Yes. I just need to know where you live!
No way stalker! Text me yours and I'll come get you.
Okay.
So I texted Danny my address and in five minutes he was there. In the five minutes I decided that leggings would be more comfortable and a little more stylish.
When Danny came to the door and knocked, I became more insecure, but I still answered feeling a bit confident.
"Hello Autumn!"
"Hello Danny, come on in. My mom wants to meet you." I explained. As soon as I turned around. I heard him snicker, yes, snicker.
"You have a hole in your pants." He giggled.
My face turned bright red. I might die.
"Don't worry, you have a cute butt though." I died.
"How about while you meet my mom I go upstairs and change?"
"Okay. Party pooper." He said making a puppy dogg face which was absolutely adorable.
"MOM!"
"Coming!"
I ran upstairs, changed, and then came back down in a new pair of leggings; free of holes. Danny was making good conversation with my mom. I was afraid she'd break out the baby pictures.
"Okay, well we're gonna go now. Bye mom!!
"By Autumn's mom!"
After that we left. Danny has a cool car. I compliment it and he says:
"Well I think I like you more than this car." You could tell he blurted it. He turned red in the face.
"Sorry, uh... Too soon"
"I honestly think I like you better than that kiddy ride!" We both laughed at that.
"Okay so I'm really nervous about the cuddling thing. Like... uh.. what do we do. I mean we just met."
"So you would rather watch Netflix at an awkward distance. Either way it's only going to be awkward if we make it awkward."
"I take that you do this often?"
"Nope I've only been on a few dates and they were movie dates. So it was awkward, and not really much fun until I went with my bestfriend. It's only as awkward as you make it."
"True.. Very true. So this will not be awkward. on one condition."
"Okay what's the terms and conditions?"
"You have to be my girlfriend until we get married."
"DEAL!" I said with too much enthusiasm.
Once we reached his house he introduced me to his parents. Who were awesome! So I went upstairs with my new, boyfriend, hehe and we cuddled and watched Netflix. while we were waiting for the next show to start he began making conversation.
"So, if you don't mind me asking, where was your dad."
"In Louisiana with his new family."
"Tell me about it all."
"Really?"
"Yes. I want to know you. Actually go ahead and tell me your story."
"If you judge me I'll be pissed."
"Okay okay. Just go."
"So my mom and dad weren't married, it was just a one night stand that ended up being me. My dad loved me. he said he would never let my mom leave with me over his dead body. Well eight months after I was born. Mom found out he was cheating, so she left him. Taking me with. And he didn't say anything, no protests, nothing to keep me in his life. I still visited him. but my dad lived in an unhealthy place so I had to spend the day with him and sleep over at my aunts. He was so good with me then. Then after I got older he didn't ever really call even after I confronted the situation. He remarried. and got his shit together. Forgetting about me. I became--"
"Danny! Come out come out wherever you are. Hey, dude did you know your parents aren't... Here. Autumn?"
"Um. Paul this is Autumn, my girlfriend."
"Oh, well, I know Autumn."
"I'm sorry Autumn." Danny apologized.
"Why are you apologizing? Hey Paul I finally got you a date with Shelby!"
"No way!" He exclaimed.
"She said it has to be a double so I guess it would be the four of us."
"Great! Anyways I'll leave you two be."
"Later."
I turned my attention back to Danny.
"So you're the Autumn he talks about?"
"Yeah. I guess. We've been friends for like two weeks, I'm surprised we've never met."
"Me too. Anyways, you became?"
"Uh... Oh umm I think maybe the rest should be blurred out."
"Can I guess without offending you?"
"Sure."
"So I'm guessing you became super depressed, cut yourself, and attempted suicide three times?"
"Uhh.... Are you like a stalker?"
"Nope I found your account on wattpad and YouTube. I read all of your books. Including your auto biography."
"Ohhh. Makes since."
So we continued with Netflix and eventually I passed out. So he drove me home and got me in my bed. And left. just like that.
There was a text on my phone when I woke up.
Satirday was great!😉
I went back to sleep. Dreaming happily.