I will recover.

Come a little closer.

"Here." He handed the stake to me. "In case you need to protect yourself against anyone and I'm not around."
"Aw. Sweety your giving me a stake. How sweet." I said. Khol rolled his eyes.
"Oh please. Be serious. Hungry? I'll make dinner. Then we can have desert." He said that last part with a wink. Ugh. His fetish with eating humans is disgusting. And he knows I think that. I decided to go outside and venture for a deer to snack on. I won't go into the details but let's just say it was a 10 point. I went back inside and began unpacking my things from my car. And then in the room I claimed as mine.
The room I chose was the biggest in the house and I figured since Khol most likely had intentions of us sharing it in the future. The houses name was already in Khols he just rented it out to humans. And then slaughtered them when he needed it. The room still looked untouched. I smiled to myself. This was the room I became attached to. The room I yelled at Khol that I was in love with him. I started tearing up.
"I wondered when you would come search for me." I whispered. Knowing Khol was right behind me. "I would lay in bed clinging to my chest hoping the pain would stop. But it never did. I just wanted someone to chase after me. To prove they loved me. And you just kept pushing me to change. And I wanted to embrace my humanity. And you wanted me to rid of it. What am I to you?" I paused and turned and looked at him. "Do I even matter to you? Or am I just some kind of toy for you?" He looked at me. He looked hurt by my silent words.

"You mean the world to me. Your not a toy. Your my everything and I can't stand the fact that you would think that. Autumn I'm in love with you and I always have been. When I look at you I don't just see your pale skin rosy cheeks pink lips and hazel eyes. I see what's inside and the only reason I pushed you was because I wanted you safe. And every night I watched you cling to your chest. I watched you fall asleep every night with tears in your eyes. I was too scared to come in and lay by your side. I was so happy when you moved on with Danny but you didn't look as happy as you were with me. Not to brag. But I made you pretty happy at times." I grabbed him by his shirt collar and kissed the hell out of that boy.
Then Jackson walked in. Jackson wants me dead. But this time maybe he would just want to talk.
"Autumn Khol I didn't know you two were back together. Autumn. Your not human. Well this is annoying. Let's talk." He had me by the throat pinned against the wall.
"Okay let's talk but first. Get off!"
"Come a little closer so I can kill you." He smirked and then vanished.