I will recover.

Temptations

So I felt like telling Danny about my depression. But he already knew about it, but he doesn't know I still have it.
I've been blowing him off all week. I feel bad for ditching him. While he was being pushed away and mom was at work I went back to being myself, and cutting was involved in that. I called Shelby. She's my bestfriend slash therapist. I tell her everything.
She came over we talked and decided that me pushing Danny away was stupid. So we called Paul, and I told him everything. Then we called Danny and I was forced to tell him everything.
"Say something Danny." Said I.
"So about that double date." Danny said.
I guess he thought I didn't want to continue the conversation but I did. I ran out of the room thinking he hated me, Shelby chased after me.
"It's hard for him Autumn."
"But I'm the one going through it, not him. Let's just drop it, okay? Let's get going on that double date. I have the perfect dress for you!" She looked happy I had moved on but disappointed that I was shutting my emotions out. We ran upstairs.
"Out." The boys quickly left I grabbed my purple Capri sleeved dress I had gotten for Shelby and threw it at her. And I grabbed my red one which was similar but only different because mine had a slit in the back. We did our makeup. And ran downstairs to see the boys in tuxes.
"Waaaaaiiiiit. Is tonight prom?" Holy crap! I forgot it was prom tonight!! Uh oh..
"Yes. Autumn will you be my date to the prom?"
"Why not? Of course I will Danny."
And off we went. Prom was fun it was typical prom and there were pranks involved. But nonetheless. When the last dance can around Danny and I had begun slow dancing.
"I'll help you fight this." He whispered in my ear. I smiled and rest my head on his shoulder. After prom Danny drove me home and we said goodnight with one of those really cute kisses. And then he left. As soon as I got upstairs... I saw my blade and was tempted...