first 'I love you'

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1.

I heard the alarm go off and instantly groaned. I looked at my phone, but it was still black. then the alarm stopped ringing.

I felt holland sit up and then turned around, sneaking my arms around her legs.

'what time is it?', I whispered

'4', holland said also half asleep

'its too early, come back to sleep', I replied, moving so that my head now rested on her lap, to which she started combing her fingers through my hair

'I have work darling', she leant down and kissed my forehead

I sighed and rolled over onto my stomach, the blanket pooling around my waist

holland got up and got dressed, getting ready for the day.

a little while later, I felt the side of the bed sink a little. holland placed her hand on my lower back and kissed my shoulder.

'goodbye my angel', the whisper rippled through me, causing me to shiver

'I love you'

being too tired to remember what I had said I slightly opened my eyes looking at holland when I heard her gasp, followed by silence.

'holland', I breathed

'I love you'

I moved onto my back, hollands hand moved from my back to my stomach and up to chest, eventually cupping my cheek

'I love you'

'I love you'


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2.

Sarah and I had just got back from a walk around the city, the snow falling all around us creating the most breathtaking feeling. we quickly got back up to the hotel room because, both of us freezing. we took a shower a shower, warming ourselves up.

Sarah and I changed into the hotel robes and climbed into the bed, defrosting our bodies.

'its fucking freezing', Sarah laughed

'I know, I can't feel my toes'

Sarah looked at me and smiled. climbing over and straddling me cuddling into the crook of my neck neck, she continued to place kisses there and on my cheeks and lips every so often.

it wasn't sexual, but I was lovely. it was those kisses that meant, I care deeply about every part of you, even if you don't.

I kept holding her tighter, running my hands up and down her robe covered back and sometimes squeezing her ass, causing her to laugh.

'is this what falling in love feels like', I said it calmly, but as soon as I said it my head started screaming. it was too soon to say that. this is just a fling. do I love her?. could she ever love me?.

Sarah said nothing and cupped my cheeks.

'I think so', she whispered giving one of those smiles and will continue to give me butterflies for as long as I shall live. 'I love you holland'

'I love you my angel'



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