Sarah began to steadily straddle my hips, never breaking the kiss. her hands began to move from my face to the hem on my shirt. Sarah continued toying with the hem before starting to drag it up my body.
"are you okay?", I nodded in response
Sarah broke the kiss, pulling my sweatshirt over my head.
I looked up at her, and her eyes scanned over my stomach, breasts and shoulders.
I felt anxiety wash over me, as she remained deathly silent.
Sarah placed her hand on my breast, before gazing into my eyes, reaching into my soul.
"you're miraculous", she breathed
"oh Sarah", I whispered tuning my head to the side, feeling emotions starting to rush through me
"hey, look at me", Sarah cupped my cheeks, bringing my eyes to hers
I looked at her, soon noticing my view of becoming blurry
"don't cry darling, there is nothing to cry about, its okay", Sarah whispered
"I'm sorry", I stuttered
"there is nothing to be sorry about", Sarah smiled, leaning closer to me, her bare chest resting gently against mine
"I feel so stupid", I chocked
"well, you look to die for", Sarah kissed both my cheeks before looking at me again
but all I could I do was shake my head
"we don't have to anything. I never want to make you uncomfortable", Sarah cooed
"I want to, I'm just scared", I urged
"I'm scared to", Sarah chimed, climbing off resting next to me. I turned my head to look at her, Sarah then opening her arms
"come here", I moved to her arms, after Sarah spoke "I know that you try to always act all strong, which you are, but never be afraid to talk to me, or be vulnerable. I just want you to be okay.. okay?"
"I'm sorry"
"stop apologising"
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Sarah pov
"holland, wake up", I requested, continuing to kiss hollands lips over and over again
"mm", holland groaned
I was becoming fed up that she wasn't waking up, so I sneaked my arms around her.
"holland on 3", I demanded
"mm", she groaned once again
"fine.... one.... two.... three", I quickly sat her up
holland just held onto me, putting her head in to my neck, becoming limp
"holland please wake up", I whined
"why?", she whispered half asleep
"come of put this on", I said throwing a jumper at her face
holland still wasn't moving, so I put the jumper on for her.
"holland if you don't get up I'm going to have to carry you", I complained at the end of the bed
"okay", she mumbled pulling the blanket up more
I pulled the blanket down, quickly picking her up bridal style, beginning to walk out of the bedroom
"how the fuck are you doing this?", holland suddenly gasped alarmingly
