"I love you"
"holland..you don-"
"I love you. I do"
"say it again"
"I love you"
"I love you holland", I said breathing heavily before continuing the kiss.
--
I woke up shivering and wet, I looked round and it was still dark. holland was still asleep and she was also soaked, quivering in her sleep.
"holland", I said touching her hand, to which she instantly woke up, because she clearly wasn't sleeping well
"what the fuck is that?", holland mumbled looking confused
"its raining lets go inside"
holland and I stood up, abruptly lighting struck causing me to scream, holland simply laughed and we ran inside.
holland closed the door, she turned around and smiled at me
"holy shit, that was unexpected", I laughed
"you go that right", she joined in
"its so cold", I said trying to keep the conversation going
"let me give you some clothes"
"thank you", I sighed in comfort, following holland to her bedroom
"is sweat pants and jumper okay?"
"perfect"
holland handed me a grey pair, along with towel letting me escape to the bathroom to change
when I walked back out holland was combing her hair, wearing a matching set to me
"you know, I normally hates couples that wear matching clothes but this kinda cute", I said, building up my internal courage and hugging her from behind while we looked at each-other in the mirror
"couple?", she said holding my hands in hers
"yeah..right?"
"yes", holland turned around, kissing me gently "well its two-thirty so we should get some sleep darling"
"okay", I kissed her once again
holland and I climbed into her bed, turning off the lights
I don't know why I was being so awkward, but I really loved holland and I didn't want to come on too strong or scare her
"what are you doing all the way over there?", she laughed "come here", she signalled opening her arms, I moved over resting in her arms
"closer", holland whispered
"I don't know if I can get any closer", my head already on her chest and arms clinging to her
holland delicately moved leg so that it was in-between hers
"that's what I want"
"this is what I need", I tightened the embrace
holland began to run her fingers through my hair and I feel asleep
--
Holland pov
to hear Sarah breathing behind me while she tightly had her arm wrapped around my waist was the last thing that I expected to wake up to.
I had been trying to act calm, but I was just as nervous as her.
I lay there overthinking every detail of the last few days until I was drawn out of my thoughts by Sarahs hand finding its way under shirt
"Sarah are you awake", I whispered, but there no response
her hand moved once again, her body relaxing once she was holding my breast in her hand
"darling?", I giggled, but she was out
about forty minutes later Sarah began to stir, lazily pulling me closer by my breast
"sweetheart?"
"mmm", she groaned "good morning" she smiled kissing the back of my neck
"a very good morning indeed"
Sarah started to yawn, trying to move her arm up, realising it was caught under my jumper
"was I holding your boob?", she arm retreated, resting on my waist
"yes", I laughed
"oh god I'm so sorry", she covered her face with her hands
"no, I rather enjoyed it", I rolled over pulling her closer
"well they're really soft", she said into the crook of my neck
"Sarah!"
"what its true", Sarah looked up at me
I smiled back
"can I kiss you?", she asked hesitantly
"you have to stop asking me that"
Sarah cupped my cheek, kissing me softly before continuing with more passion
"I love you"
"I love you", we both muttered in-between kisses, Sarah then straddled me proceeding with her lips in mine
Sarahs hand wondered under shirt, pulling it up slightly
"Sarah I don't think I'm ready for that", I spoke, instantly regretting what I said, fearing it would be awkward
"that's okay. can we just kiss then?"
"forever", I pulled the back of her neck
--
"text me when you're home", I said pulling back from the hug
"oh shit I'm still wearing your clothes"
"keep them. we can wear them next time", I said keeping my hands firmly on her waist, whilst her arms were around my neck
"I love you"
"I love you more"
"I love you most"
"impossible"
"nothings impossible"
lets just say that 'I love you' routine became permanent
--
Ms.Paulson: I'm home
💕ht💕: safely?
Ms.Paulson: always
Ms.Paulson is calling....
'darling?'
'do you want to stay tonight?'
'you want me to come over now?'
'yes, I miss you'
'you've been gone for ten minutes'
'I don't care, you have an affect on me'
'see you in twenty my angel'
'make sure you're still wearing the grey set'
'okay', I laughed, hearing giggling on the other line of the phone
short chapter sorry
