Ms.Paulson: I'm home
💕ht💕: safely?
Ms.Paulson: always
Ms.Paulson is calling....
'darling?'
'do you want to stay tonight?'
'you want me to come over now?'
'yes, I miss you'
'you've been gone for ten minutes'
'I don't care, you have an affect on me'
'see you in twenty my angel'
'make sure you're still wearing the grey set'
'okay', I laughed, hearing giggling on the other line of the phone
I quickly got my bag, along with some other necessities before calling my best friend Beverly.
'hi holland'
'beverly I have to talk to you'
'oh fuck, what about?'
'remember how I was talking to you about my good friend Sarah?'
'holland I still think that she has a thing for you'
'she told me she was in love with me', I said smiling to myself
'I fucking knew it, what did you say?'
'I invited her over for dinner. it started raining and she spent the night, because we both fell asleep'
'holland you're avoiding my question', I could her her impatience though the phone
'I love her too'
'I know'
'how did you know?'
'the way you talked about her, like she was the only person in the whole world'
'thats a bit dramatic beverly'
'did you have sex?'
'we started to, but I told her I wasn't ready'
'why?'
'because I'm scared she's going to my body and run away'
'holland, if anyone ever wants to have sex with you, they won't care about what you look like. Sarah said she loves you, I understand if you want to wait, but don't re-virginize yourself'
'beverly!'
'listen I love you, and I hate seeing you lonely'
'I am not lonely'
'we both know thats not true. its your own fault. holland you shut yourself away'
'I know', I suddenly feared doing that to Sarah
'try to embrace this'
'I will'
'so when are you seeing Sarah next?'
'I'm going over in ten minutes'
'well then goodbye'
'oh, okay', I laughed
'holland we talk all the time, go have fun'
'I love you'
'I love you too bye'
I quickly got into the car, driving to Sarahs house, not changing out of my grey set as instructed
I knocked on the door, to find Sarah opening the door with the grandest smile on her face
