I walked out of the room, and began to watch tv, hearing holland moaning and begging me to come get her, after she came for the third time was heaven.
it was coming close to 12, and holland had been there for about 2 hours.
I walked back into the room to holland still moaning with tear stained cheeks
"oh darling, you okay?"
"Sarah. please"
"oh its not fun is it"
"Sarah I'm begging you"
"too bad. but I'm tired so I'm might go sleep in the spare room, considering your taking up some space"
"Sarah I swear to god"
"don't worry, ill turn it down a bit"
I turned the vibrations down to low and then gave her a long kiss, before leaving the room.
"sweet dreams darling, I love you", I said before turning out the lights and closing the door.
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I took a shower before getting into bed. I wasn't tired, being in control of holland for the first time was thrilling, so thrilling that I was too pleased to sleep.
I was never that dominate, holland lived for it. there was nothing holland loved more than having me squirm beneath her, and I was craving a taste.
I decided to read, hoping it would tire me.
four chapters later, I still couldn't sleep, not with the thoughts of holland finally submitting to me.
pulling up the blankets, I closed my eyes, but soon my heavy eyes were opened.
I could hear the headboard thumping against the wall.
I threw on a robe, quickly making my way down the hall to the bedroom.
as soon as I opened the door, I was met with hollands words
"Sarah, I know we don't have a safe-word, but I'm using it", holland cried
I didn't waste a minute, rushing over to untie her arms and legs. I pulled the vibrator slowly out of her, before moving her onto her back. moving under her.
holland lay with her head in my lap looking up at me, tears not threatening to stop falling any time soon
"oh darling I'm so sorry. I shouldn't have left you here for that long, I don't why I thought that you would be fine until tomorrow. I'm so sorry", I caressed hollands cheek
"this is why I usually tell you what to do", holland stuttered in-between heavy breaths
"yeah, you're right", I let out a small laugh
I leant down kissing holland a few times.
"come on darling, you need to sleep", I cooed moving out from under her, pulling the blankets back on my side of the bed
"I can't move", holland whimpered
"what do you mean?", I hurried back to her side
"I can't feel my body", she croaked, tears increasing
"should I call an ambulance?", I panicked, holland simply smiled
"no darling, I'll be okay tomorrow hopefully. you've just taken the life out of my body"
"I've had sore, wobbly legs, but nothing like this", I held her hand
"trust me, you will"
"I will?", nerves catching the back of my throat
"you think I'm going to let you get away with this?", holland smirked though blood shot eyes
I gulped in responce
"darling can you help me move back into bed?", holland suddenly said shyly
I moved her back, pulling the blankets up around her body, before guiding holland into my arms
"holland I'm so sorry, I got carried away. I wasn't thinking, and now I've hurt you, I'm so sorry", I lightly began to weep
"Sarah, I can't lie and say that it wasn't very erotic, and that I enjoyed it immensely", holland kissed my chest "my body just couldn't handle that much pleasure", holland smiled
"I love you, I'm sorry"
"I love you, so stop apologising", holland looked up at me, indicating for me to kiss her.
so thats exactly what I did.
kissing her had to be favourite thing.
not a doubt about it.