A New Life

Chapter 30

Well the boys are expected to be coming home soon. I've hidden their presents, I've sent a big box off to New Zealand, and I've just finished wrapping up the stores presents.

I've been running around like crazy trying to get everything done. We're having a big dinner tonight and I want to make sure it's perfect.
Christmas is in a week. I waited to get the tree with Chris, so hopefully we can do that sometime this week.

I hear the bus pull up outside. I quickly do a once over to make sure everything's okay, then head outside. It's freezing. I see Chris step out of the bus first. I carefully run over to him, not wanting to slip over. I jump into his arms. Oh god it felt so good to be back in them again. "I missed you" is all I say and kiss him. The other four get out, I hug each of them and help them get inside from the snow.
Once they're all inside, they start to warm up. I take their coats and hang them up.
After a few minutes we all settled down in the lounge. "God it feels so good to have a full house again." They all laugh. We start talking, well they mostly talk, I just listen to their stories about how some guy tried to get up on stage, a girl passed out in the moshpit, Vinny tripped on stage going over to his drums... Everything came out. Chris went upstairs to put his stuff away, and came back down. He pulled me into him and we just cuddled while the rest of the band just jabbered on about all the excitement of tour. We sit there for about 15 more minutes when, I start feeling sick again. I excuse myself and go to the bathroom.

After what felt like hours I finally felt good enough to leave the toilet bowl and go back down stairs.
Dinners nearly ready, and just the smell of it makes me feel a little neauous. "You okay baby?" Chris comes in and puts his arms around me. Not knowing his hands are sitting on top of his baby.
I nod, "Just a little neaseated". He gives me a sympathetic look. "The guys don't have to stay for dinner if it's too much for you." I shake my head. Hell no did I just spend all day making this dinner for just one person to eat it. He can't even eat half of it. "It's okay, I want them to stay".

Dinner was finally ready, Ricky helped me put the food on the table. "Go and sit down, you're looking a little pale". He says looking at me. "You always look pale, and you don't here me say that to you" I laugh. He shrugs and nods in agreement.
"Dinner!" I call out and the others all come rushing into the dinning room. We all sit down, and start digging in. Well.. They do. We talk about this weeks plans, Justin's heading back to Florida to spend Christmas with his Fiancé, Ryan's going with him "For the ride". Vinny, Ricky and Chris are staying here in Scranton.
We have dessert. Again. They do. I feel Chris' hand on my thigh. I look up, and he gives a worried look. "Are you sure you're okay?" he whispers. I nod. No I'm not okay, I feel awful and I just want to go lie down. "I'm okay". I lie.
The boys leave soon after dessert, and tidying up. I give Ryan and Justin their presents and instruct they aren't to open them before Christmas day. They agree and give me a hug.
Ricky and Vinny will be over sometime Christmas day so I'll give them their gifts then.

"That was so good baby, thank you." Chris says clearing the last of the table settings. "It's okay, I'm glad you enjoyed it." I smile Iver at him. "How are you feeling?" he asks coming over to me. "I'm okay, just tired I guess." he gives another sympathetic look. "Want me to go run you a bath?" I shake my head. The thought of being submerged under water right now makes me feel worse than I was already. "It's okay, I'll just have a shower". He smiles and heads upstairs to turn it on. I finish the last of the dishes and go upstairs. I undress and step in under the warm water. The feeling of wanting to be sick disappears. The next thing I know, Chris is in the shower with me. His body behind mine, and god does it feel good to have him home. "I missed you so much". I whisper. "I missed you too, I missed this, and I missed this..." he kisses my neck. I feel that warm feeling in my stomach as he does so. "What else did you miss?" I encourage him. He slides his hands up my stomach and onto my chest. "I missed touching you here, and doing this." he says softly rubbing my nipples. Fuck. "I missed this.." he softly growls lowering one of his hands down to my lower region. "Oh god" I moan out. I feel him smile on my shoulder. His long, rough fingers rub circles over the most sensitive part of me. "Is this okay?" he whispers. I just nod, not wanting him to stop. He turns me around and pushes me back onto the wall of the shower, kissing me. Hard. "Fuck Katy, I missed you so goddamn much." he says I between kisses. I can't help but moan out. His fingers enter me, trying to find my spot. He succeeds. Oh fuck.
He picks me up and carries me to our bed. Soaking. He lies me down and crawls on top of me. I haven't felt this good since he left. I let the feeling of pleasure run through my body. He gently enters me, filling me up as much as he could. Oh my god. I missed him so much. I claw onto his back letting him know I want him. He gets faster and faster, fuck yes. We go on for what feels like forever, but not long enough either. Until the pleasure we both feel spills over. He slows right down, riding that wave for a little. "Fuuuuck" he growls and he comes to a stop. He kisses me gently and gets off me. "I love you so much" he says lying down next to me. "I love you too".

We both fell asleep pretty fast. That is until I wake up, running to the bathroom. I only just notice we left the shower running, and then everything that was left in my stomach came up and out. I heard the shower turn off and then felt a warm hand rubbing my back, and a hand holding my hair away from my face. Damn, I really could have used this when it first started. After a little while of nothing else coming up, I stand, flush the toilet and look in the mirror. I looked terrible. I see Chris sitting on the edge of the bath looking at me. "What?" I ask. "I'm just worried about you. Surely this should be over with. I think you need to go to the hospital". I shake my head. "No I'm fine, they can't do anything else. I just have to wait it out. Plus I was fine when we were.. You know.." I say putting toothpaste on my toothbrush. He just gives a concerned look, but doesn't say anything else.