Pain & Pleasure 2: Nial Lial (COMPLETED)

Chapter 17

I don't know what im going to do when found put that Aaron loves yza. The girl that i love too. Hindi ko lubos maisip kung ipapaubaya ko nalang babsyabsa pinsan ko baka nagkulang din ako kaya sa tingin ko mas pinipili nya si Aaron kaysa saakin.

Besides, i'm no longer staying here, within this week eh babalik na ko ng china para sa trabaho ko.

My overthinking attacking me, lying on a bed when someone's knock on my door. Hindi ko ito pinansin at naramdaman kong pumasok ito. It was lolo, he came inside of my room and sit next to me. Naka talikod ako nung ito'y nag salita.

"May problema ka ba? Kalmado nyang tanong but i just i gnore it. "Kung may problema ka pwede kang mag sabi saakin" he added.

I stood up from lying down and was silent for a moment before I spoke.
I breath in and out to calm.

"Aaron loves the woman I dream of" i said sadly. "I don't know what comes to his mind why falling in love with my girl? Maybe it was my fault too for letting her" i added.

"Did you talk to her?"

"No"

"Alam ba nya na mahal mo sya?" And i  got silent a bit.

".... No"

"Yan ang problema natin jan sa sitwasyon mo nak. Bakit hindi mo sabihin sakanya ang nararamdaman mo?"

"Aamin na sana ako sakanya pero napangunahan lang ako ni Aaron"

"Mas mabuting kausapin mo nalang yung babae para magkaayos kayo pati na rin ang pinsan mo. There's nothing will happen if you just lie down on your bed and get desperately. Kailangan maayos nyo na yan bago ka umalis ng bansa" i just looked down and listening "at kung maaari sabihin mo na ang dapat sabihin sakanya, wala namang mawawala kung aamin ka ang mahalaga you confess your love in that girl you love. Baka malay mo patago rin syang umiibig sayo, hinihintay ka lang nya na umamin ka bago sya magsabi"

"How can we assure that the person loved us?"

"Sometimes love is not in words but in our action" he said and i enlighten. What if yza waiting me to confess? Did she afraid or something bothering her? "So, bago ka umalis ng bansa eh maayos nyo na yan. However, i have trust Aaron"

"I don't trust him" and look away

"Magtiwala ka lang sa mga bagay bagay. Mag laan ka ng positibo para sa ibang tao wag ka mag tatanim ng galit kung wala ka pang nalalaman. Tandaan maraming nalilinlang sa galit mas mabuting linawin mo, naiitindihan ba nak?" Kung wala man talaga akong nalalaman mas mabuting i-set aside ko ang galit kay aaron... Nang hindi na rin mas lumalim pa ito.

"O-opo. Maraming salamat sa payo lolo"

"Osiya matulog ka na at mag hahanda pa tayo bukas. Magandang gabi" tumayo ito at naglakad palabas ng kwarto.

"Goodnight lolo" after the talk mas gumaan ang pakiramdam ko sa mga payo nito. Iba talaga pag ang lolo o lola mo na ang nag salita. I sigh and rest.

Kinabukasan i was at my gym room, doing some fitness stuff. I've been here for 2 hours and I'm really sweating profusely. 10am when im done my work out.

I decided to go to my room to prepare when i look at my phone. Yza text me.

[See you later] she texted.

But i just ignore it and prepare my stuff. Everyone is preparing and setting up for the welcoming home celebration later. Somehow I'm excited but there's a part that I won't be happy about because of Aaron and yza.

I should have to enjoy my day before i left. Because this should supposed to.

After the preparation we start at the exact 6pm and everyone is coming. Walang kulang sa ininvite ni mom sa kanyang friends.