Pain & Pleasure 2: Nial Lial (COMPLETED)

Chapter 14

It's been a long long hard day and here i am. Finishing my works. Naitigi ko lang yung ginagawa ko cause it's already half past 7pm na. Nag over time ako.

"I should go home" I whisper. May ilan ilang nag tatrabaho pa dito. May naka sched kasi na hanggang 8 pa ang time nila.

Palabas na ako ng company ng makita ko si Aaron sa entrance at nag hihintay. Napanoot ako dahil dapat sa ganitong oras eh nasa kanyang bahay na ito. Nilapitan ko ito at lumingon saakin.

Walang bago lagi syang nakangiti pag nakikita niya ako. Pero natatakot pa rin ako sakanya

"Why are you still here?" I ask.

"I told you. Let's meet after your work" he said.

"What do you want to talk? Wala akong oras pahabain pa to. Kailan ko na ring umuwi"

"Gusto kita" he directly told me. And my eyebrow got furrowed.

"W-what?" I repeat

"I said i like you" wala pa akong ibang nasabi kundi tignan lang sya, i never thought that he's so thought to say that easily. Than niel... Mahal ko si niel at nababagabag pa rin ako kung ginagamit nya lamang ako or what? Kasi gusto ko ma feel yung love na meron sya everytime na mag se-sex kami... O baka nga nag sex lang talaga ginagawa namin. Do i need to fall in love with him? Cause if not what's the sense of our love making? Oh no.. not love. It's sex.

"I'll respect if you don't like me too. I just wanted to say cause this is how i feel."

"You know.. i-i like niel"

"I know yza. Halata naman, so it's fine. Besides, nauna naman din si niel and I don't have intention na agawin ka sakanya"

"Hindi naman kami para sabihin mong hindi mo intention mang agaw"

"I know. Nakikita ko naman yun"

"hmm I gotta go. I need to rest na rin"

"You can hump on my car. Hahatid na kita for your safety" he offer.

"You sure? T-thank you" nagsimula kaming maglakad patungo sakanyang sasakyan habang ako'y nag iisip isip. Ilang sandali lamang ay tinawag ko ito.

"Aaron" tawag ko

"Yes?"

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Naihatid ako ng ligtas ni Aaron sa aking apartment at ngayon ay nakahiga nalang ako. I supposed to sleep when my phone rang.

Agad kong tinignan ang cellphone. Tumatawag si niel kaya sinagot ko ito.

"Hello" sagot kong walang ka malay malay.

"Yza, im sorry hindi kita nahatid. Kumusta? Nakauwi ka na ba?" He ask.

"Don't worry about me. Nakauwi naman na ako. Hinatid ako ni aaron" napanoot ito.

"Aaron? My cousin?"

"Yeah" i response

"Looks like you're good with him na ha"

"He's a good guy naman and nakita ko yun kanina while he confess"

"Confess?"

"Yeah, he said he likes me"

"A-aaron likes you? I didn't know that"

"I thought you know that Aaron likes me"

"I don't"

"Anyway, Aaron wants to know me better and i want too. So I'll be hanging out with him tomorrow"

"You guys going out tommorow?"

"Yap"

"O-ok... Mag iingat ka" he said with a gently voice.

"Sure. I need to hung up. I have to rest na"

"Goodnight"

"Goodnight, sleep tight"

P.O.V niel

After i talk to yza. I cancelled my plan to my confession tommorow. The venue is almost set up. Nasira ang plano ko dahil naunahan na ko.

But it's fine. Kung anong desisyon ni yza it's alright. May susunod pa naman.

I was in antipolo, meeting to co-business ni zayn. I was with zayn too. I forgot to tell yza na hindi ko sya mahahatid this night. But gladly Aaron was there but i disappoint too.

Im starting to overthink na. What if yza will be starting to like to Aaron? Pota ang lakas pa naman ng charm ni Aaron than me.

"Niel? What happened? You look worried" Zayn ask me.

"N-nothing"

"You sure?"

"Im fine, don't worry about me"

"So what's the plan tommorow?"

"I cancelled. Inform anybody" and i walked out

"W-what? Seriously?"

After i cancelled the plan. I go home and rest.

Tommorrow lunch. I decided to go to yza's place work. I just need to see her before they go on a date with Aaron.

Im wearing polo and trousers. Im almost to get in when i see them talking and laughing? on the starbucks. Napatigil ako sa pag lalakad at pinanood silang magkasama.

Yza looks so.... happy... Why? Gusto ko sana silang puntahan when i suddenly remember what she said last night. It's their date.

She don't ask me to go out too. I look at them at the last time before i go back.

I drive on my way home and nap myself in my bed. I don't know what happened but i easily get heat up and i throw something in the corner of my room.

What the fuck!? This is not like me, this is not me. Calm down niel. Calm down.

It's just one day. I call yza and gladly she answer the call.

"Where are you?" I ask.

"Im in my office now. by the way I was with Aaron earlier" she said.

"Hmm i see. Pwede ba kitang sunduin mamaya?"

"Sorry niel but si Aaron ang mag susundo sakin"

"Ganun ba? Sige sa susunod na lang kita sasamahan"

"Sure niel. I have to work na"

"Bye" and i immediately drop the call. I calm myself  a while and do my work.

I remember, marami pa pala akong dapat asikasuhin. I no longer remember the jealousy and focused on work first. Babawi ako yza. Babawi ako.