𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐮𝐥 𝐬𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐓𝐫𝐢𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐲 𝐒𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐥.
"Do you think the universe fights for souls to be together?
Some things are too strange to and strong to be coincidences."
𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐑𝐨𝐠𝐮𝐞'𝐬 | 𝐒𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐥 | 𝐀𝐔...
"you won't be able to walk when I am done with you, darling."
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Jane Mary Black
THREE DAYS HAVE PASSED. My nose has healed, thanks to Madam Pomfrey, she's great. But that is the least of my problems, I feel guilty with mixed emotions. It wasn't supposed to happen but it did and I tried to deny it but it's all I've been thinking about. I even dreamed about his touch. He didn't try and speak to me after our last conversation, the one where I had a broken nose and he just won a match, neither did I. I also feel guilty because I had sex with Teddy's best friend. I know he still has feelings for and I go around and do this. I wonder if Harrison told Teddy...no, he wouldn't, then I would've known by now. I'm laying flat on my bed as I think about that night. I think Eden knows, Elijah talked, he knew I spend my night somewhere else, all three of them know something. Eden saw Harrison and me standing outside the stadium that day. She hasn't brought it up but I think she knows it was him.
I brush my hands through my hair as I sit up and let out a soft groan. I messed up and I don't know how to fix it. I need to tell Teddy that we're not going to happen, that he needs to let me go. The sun is already going down when I glance towards the window. Tonight we're making preparations for our next prank. We're going to plan before dinner. Gives me enough time to take a shower and do something else seeming everyone is still in class. I can't help but start to cry when I'm showering, I'm so exhausted and frustrated and all these things on my mind are not helping. I want to talk to someone, I want to talk to Eden but I don't want to put my same old bullshit on her again. I hate putting my problems on others, instead, I just ignore them and do something stupid. I need to get things straight with Teddy though..
After changing into some comfortable clothes I make my way to the boy's dorms. When passing Elijah and Cooper's dorm I stop walking and rethink telling Teddy. I will only hurt his feelings..but we're not getting back together so it's best if I just tell him straight up. He deserves someone better than me, someone, who can say those three words. I keep walking until I'm at the familiar door. The hallway is quiet and no one is to be seen. I don't even know if he's here, maybe he has class like most. Like the great student I am, I'm skipping class. I wipe the ends of my sweater over my cheeks just to be sure there are no lost tears still rolling down. Then I pull together all the courage and knock on the door. It will be fine.
Instead of green eyes, I meet brown ones. I can feel my cheeks flush, I didn't think about this happening. "Harrison..um-is Teddy here?" I take a moment to study his face, he looks tired and his eyes are swollen. "No, he's in class." He says it like I should've known. "Oh, right, yea..of course.." I look down. "Right..well, I should go then." We meet eyes again before I turn around and start to walk. "Jane?" His voice makes me freeze. "Yea?" I glance towards him. "You could wait for him if you want?" I don't think it over, "Thanks, Harrison." I walk back over to him. Inside I look around for a moment. Teddy's bed is a mess like always and I'm contemplating if I want to sit on that. "I'm sorry about the mess, you know how Teddy is," Harrison says as he sits down on his own. I let out a soft chuckle. Now I'm just awkwardly standing here.
