I saw you in the hallways today! You almost looked at me. It made me flinch. I always wanted to be someone you looked at. Someone that you took the time to put all your attention on. I just don't know if that's possible yet. When we almost made eye contact, I hid behind my friend, Megan. The only person that new my secret.. Being gay, and being in love with you.
"Why don't you go talk to him?" She asked me when you disappeared into the crowd.
"Me? Talk to Scott? Yeah right." She told me I was being ridiculous. Maybe I was.
Megan invited me to go to Starbucks after school. I don't usually go there but I figured I should give it a try. Besides, it was Friday so I didn't have to worry about school shit. When we walked in though, it was crowded! I've never been surrounded by so many people I almost got a headache. Megan laughed at my reaction. We shuffled our way through the crowd and towards the counter. When she ordered I thought it was working out pretty well and I'd be okay for once. That is, until I turned around. Scott, remember? I could never forget. You were there! I spilled my coffee all over you. Probably not the best first impression huh? You told me to fuck off. I've never heard such hurtful words from someone I love.
YOU ARE READING
Dear Scott..
عشوائيDear Scott, I'm writing this journal like it's to you Like you're actually going to read it. Like you actually will hold this book in your hands.. the same hands I wish I could hold.. Love, Mitch
