Dear Scott..

January 9

Well I am at school now. I figured I would never leave my journal at home again. It's all just too risky. I wasn't about to take that risk. I am sitting here in the back row, at the last seat. Where I can usually be found. My teacher doesn't really care what we do, simply because we do what we want anyways. I feel like I am the only quiet and behaved person in this class. You aren't here yet. You are usually late aren't you Scott? I think you being a rebel is completely adorable! Megan is beside me. She knows about me writing this to you. I could tell when I told her at first, she was confused and thought I was insane haha. But now, it's normal for me. It's all I do anymore. Write to you.

I am sitting here by myself now. Everyone went home for the weekend. I am in the classroom alone. I need a moment after what just happened. You walked in late to class and I couldn't take my eyes off of you. Of course, I know after what happened at Starbucks that you probably didn't want anything to do with me. However, it was a naturally instinct, I couldn't look away.

"Mitch, you're staring," Megan said to me. I barely heard her. It was strange. Then, you looked up. My heart was beating out of my chest as your eyes lifted to mine. I thought for sure you would come back to me and beat the shit out of me, one for staring, two for spilling coffee all over you before. You didn't. You smiled at me. You smiled at me!!! I smiled back and you high fived your friend and then walked back to me.

"Hey, Mitch right?" you said to me.

"Ye.. yes that's m..me." I studdered. I couldn't believe you were actually talking to me!!

"Right, well I want to say no hard feelings about before. You pissed me off at the moment, but after Megan talked to me about you, you seem really cool. We should hang some time." You smiled and walked away.

I now sit here in the classroom by myself, I am going over to Megan's later. What did she tell you about me?