A little bit of my heart

Heart of clay

You ask me to stay
You're on my mind
You are the melody that lives inside
But she is the one
She's on your mind
She is the melody that lives inside you

I wish you the best
The greatest of all
But give me some rest
I can't help but fall
Just let's not pretend
I am okay to see
That you go together
Like sand and the sea

It's a hard pill to swallow 
It's a long journey ahead
I just ask for the hope of tomorrow
That this bittersweet misery might end
It feels like a knife in my heart
Everytime I see you with her
And I hold my breath til I am sure
It's okay to strat breathing once more

Then you ask me if I am okay
As if my heart was made of clay
You can mold it and bend it and cut it
But can't hope it will stand and stay
I can assure you my answer will remain
I am not okay til I am okay
And I know what to do
But I can't seem to find a way to fray

I don't like to be restrained
As if my behaviour is some kind of cage
Where you can observ what I do without getting through
You are mistaken if you think I do this for you
I would speak my mind
If that would change a dime
But let's face the truth
There is no going back once I fell for you

It hurts me to stay
It hurts me to go
I know I should wait
I know I should let go
Can we go back
And redo it all
I would hug you just because now I can't
But mostly I would catch me before the fall

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