My Father's Girlfriend

Memory

"I don't want to go, please don't make me go." I sobbed while hugging my mother's legs. I had to go to school today and it was the first day. For me at least. She and dad decided to move in the middle of the year and if you were ever the new kid you know how I feel. I was going into the 6th grade and I felt so scared. The fear of everyone knowing each other except me and people staring at me, or even worse if I have to share about myself. I was absolutely terrified. I was pissed with my parents but they kept trying to tell me it would be great to get to know other people. But of course, how stubborn I am, I didn't agree.

"Sweetheart, it's going to be alright. You're going to meet new people and have lots of friends. Who would want to be your friend?" I pushed myself off her and rolled my eyes.

"Let's just go."  My mom looked at dad who was on his phone texting, someone. Lately, he's been acting strange. He's always been on his phone and has been acting secretive. He disappears sometimes and I honestly didn't really care until he missed my choir concert. After that, I started to act differently around him and what makes me even more upset is that he's on his phone so much he hasn't even noticed.

Mom just rolled her eyes and picked me up and put me in the car. As we drove towards the school, my nerves started to get to me. Just the thought of making new friends always terrified me. I just couldn't handle it.

We pulled up to the small but kind of homey looking school. My mom turned around and looked at me.

All she did was a smile.

And I felt better.

I know, sounds really cheesy and cliche but it did. "Sweetheart, you have to remember no matter what. There are times where you will feel scared and you just want to crawl into a hole and you don't know what to do. But you have got to stay strong. Stand your ground. No matter what the consequences are. If you believe in something you chase it. And don't let anyone stop you."

I slowly opened my eyes with tears staining them. That was one of the few things my mother has said to me that has stuck with me to this day. Stand your ground. I took a deep breath and got out of my bed. I looked at my nightstand to see it was only 4:45 in the morning. I'm pretty sure everyone is asleep so I decided to go for a walk.

I grabbed a light jacket and quietly left my room and went outside. The door made a tiny noise but not enough to cause anyone to wake up. I inhaled through my nose and exhaled through my mouth as I started making my way through the city of Seoul not knowing where I'm going.

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Seconds turned into minutes and minutes turned into hours. I don't know how long I was out there but all I was aware of is that I haven't been kidnapped.

Thoughts flew around my head the entire time and I was honestly losing it. I mean, of course, I'm not going to go with Seulgi but I mean, I am going to have to see her five times a week. Now if I reject her offer, she could totally fail me, she could ignore me which hurts more than you could imagine, but more importantly, she could kill me.

It kills me, how all of a sudden I have to start thinking about death.

My life was perfect.

I have a best friend, a great school, I was perfect friends with one of the teachers who adored me, more than I thought, and I was loved by everyone. Some more than others. The only downside was my mother.

Lately, I have been thinking about her a lot. Which I would expect given she was and still is the best and perfect person I have ever met but the thoughts come in moments I wouldn't expect them to. Mainly cause I never expected those moments. Like those moments where your friend that is your sadist teacher confesses how much they like you and want to fuck you. I never imagined that coming. Glad it did. But I would rather have it to the point where Sana isn't in my life.

Fuucckkkkk

Sana

I totally forgot about her. Which I find weird considering this entire mess started with her. Wait no, this is Chaeyoung's fault. If she never suggested that I try to come on to Sana, none of this would have ever happened. Or at least not this soon.

All of a sudden I saw a black tinted car in front of me. It was only six O'clock and still pretty dark but after being kidnapped you start to notice small things. I guess whoever was in the car noticed I saw them and started coming towards me. Great, just what I needed. I sighed. But I didn't even move. Hopefully, this person should take me to a better life.

Then I started thinking.

I have two beautiful women fighting over me and both have a kink that turns me on. What the hell am I doing? I was taken out of thought when headlights were in front of me. I quickly turned around but was stopped by a voice that I knew too well. "Don't you even think about running." I playfully rolled my eyes as I turned around and was met with a- hell I don't know. This girl's facial expression is hard to tell. "Why are you out here?"

"Are you following me?"

"Did you just question me?" Shit. I shook my head.

"Good, now again I ask, why are you out here?"

"Just needed to clear my head,"

"Of what?" I shrugged.

"Nothing important," She was getting ready to argue but I stopped her. Which was a horrible idea? "Sana, seriously, it's nothing." See, not I can see the facial expression. And let me just say. It's not good.