Love You || A Tarlos Love Story

Kiss ch.63

We we're heading to therapy together I felt like it would be better for him to just hear what I have to say honestly.

"You sure you want to come ." I asked Carlos as we were about to open the door

"Wherever you are I wanna be ." He said

I sat down in my usual chair and Carlos cat in the back to listen

"Tk I see you brought a guest to say you must be Carlos ?" She asked

"Yeah I am nice to meet you " he said shaking her hand

"Okay so if you can just sit right back there and just stay quiet and listen while the two of us talk that would be great ." She said to Carlos

"Yeah sure ."

" so Tk I kinda wanted to dive into more. Of your past feelings and the way you feel now and your guys relationship."

" so as we went over last time how you were worried about Carlos going back to work could you dive more deep into that ?"

"Like I said before I know he can handle himself but I don't want to see him in a hospital bed again ."

" that's what you said last time but what are you feeling now ?"

"What I'm feeling now is that I don't wanna lose another person I care about." I said remembering the death of my sister

" why did you wanna be a paramedic/ firefighter?"

" I wanted to help people the job description is pretty self explanatory "

"See you answer to both are you wanna help people but are you helping yourself ?"

" I come here that's good enough for me ."

" I don't think you've dealt with your own trauma let along other peoples -" she said

" I have no trauma anymore at-least ."

"Tk You got shot , your sister died , you tried to kill yourself twice .." she said

"And them with your dads cancer ,Carlos getting hurt .."

" thanks for the reminder. Look that stuff it's gonna always gonna bother me but I'll move past that stuff eventually."

" I'm proud of the progress we made ."

Me and Carlos walked out

" hey thanks for letting me come .." Carlos said

" thanks for coming . " I said kissing him