Hope

#36

Sana : nani aap itna kyu ro rahi ho, aapko malum hai na aapke or nanu ke ilawa koi nahi
hai mera! Huh...

As soon as Sid heard her words he couldn't understand why Sana was saying like that she has no one than her grandparents... He called Madhu and took her to a little away from others...

Sid : shehnaaz aise kyu bol rahi hai ki uska uske nani or nanu ke ilawa koi or nahi hai? I mean where is her parents?

Madhu : tumhe nahi pata? Sana ke parents nahi hai, vo bachpan se hi apne nanu nani ke sath rahi hai, uske parents ki death ho gayi thi
jab vo sirf kuch dino ki thi... uske mama mami
bhi hai but unhone use kisi burden se jyada treat hi nahi kiya, aaj bhi vo uske nana ji ke liye nahi aaye or balki sana ke nanu ki halat uske mama ke karan hi hai, unhone sana ki mom ki savings or property jo sana ke naam pr thi vo dhoke se khudke naam kar li, sana ke nanu ko ye pata chala to vo seh nahi paye or unhe heart attack aa gya...

Sid couldn't digest this new information about sana, he turned to look towards Sana and saw her talking with her nani and smiling at something making her nani also smile....

He couldn't believe a girl who makes other smile is actually broken and hurt from inside, he felt like taking her in his arms and never let her go, he felt like giving her all his love to make her feel happy.... On this point he was sure about his feelings towards her but the time and place was not right to tell her what
he feels about her...

They saw doctor coming towards operation theater wearing his gloves and masks, sid ran towards doctor to talk...

Sid : hello doctor, I am sidharth shukla who called you a few hours ago...

Dr : yes yes, sidharth I got you, how's your father now? Hope he's doing well now!

Sid : he's alright doctor, what about patient?

Dr : don't worry I am going inside for the same, sabhi tests ho gaye hai now we can start operation, so be calm hope you will get good news....

Sid nodded and doctor went inside OT.... Sana came near Sid and and held his forearm from behind making him turn and look at her, her eyes were moist ready to break into tears, his heart ached looking at her like this...

Sana : mujhe tumse baat karni hai...

Sid nodded positively and looked at Madhu gesturing her to take care of old lady... He held sana's palm in his hand and took her outside...

Sana : sidhhaarrthhhh.....

She broke into trillions of tears... Her this state ached every part of his soul.... He pulled her into a tight hug, she was almost hidden inside his big body.... She cried her heart out holding his tshirt.... After few minutes Sid made her look at him and wiped her tears.... Sana composed herself and took
a step back...

Sana : vo doctor... Doctor ko tumne

Sid : mujhe jaise hi pata chala tumhare nana ji ke bare me mai hostel aaya tha tumhare but mera andar jana allowed nahi tha, maine socha jab tak tum bahar aaogi tab tak doctor ka intezam kar deta hu, ye doctor best hai shehnaaz, mere dad ka bhi treatment yahi kar rahe the.....

Hearing his words she broke more and joined her hands in front of him.... Her face wet with her tears, her lips quivering with the affect of situation, her body trembling because of lost of energy....

Sana : i am sorry sidharth, maine tumhe itna
ignore kiya, itna hurt kiya, pr... Pr tum aaj bhi... Mere.... Mere liye itna kuch kar rahe ho, mai tumhara ye ehsan kabhi nahi chuka sakugi..... Ho... Ho sake to mujhe maaf kar dena... Mai

Sid didn't let her complete, he held her hands and kissed on her finger tips...

Sid : Maine tum pr koi ehsan nahi kiya hai shehnaaz, tumne or tumhari ignorance ne mujhe ek acha insan banaya hai, aaj tumhare karan I am a better person, to ehsan tumhara hai mujh pr..... mere pass to dad the fir bhi lagta tha ki mom hoti to kitna acha hota, shayad mai or acha insan ban pata, pr tumne meri soch ko galat sabit kar diya, tumhare pass parents me dono me se koi bhi nahi tha still you are a really good hearted person.... Maine tum pr koi ehsan nahi kiya hai shehnaaz or na hi mai tum pr kabhi koi ehsan
kar sakta hu, samjhi...

Sana nodded positively in tears and next thing she felt was his arms around her.... He held her close to his heart protectively....

Sid : tum tention matt lo tumhare Nanu bilkul thik ho jayege...

Sana nodded and was about to reciprocate hug but before that they heard a known voice... They saw vishal approaching them, sid left Sana and turned towards vishal... vishal came and engulfed Sana in a hug...

Vishal : mera bacha! Tu thik hai? Mujhe Madhu ne bataya to khudko rok nahi paya yaha aane se... Nanu kaise hai?

He broke hug and corrected her hairs while asking....

Sana : operation kar rahe hai...
Vishal : oh acha, don't worry vo thik ho jayege...

Sana : hmmm mai nani ke pass jati hu...

Boys nodded and followed her, they all sat on bench outside OT waiting for doctor to come out with a positive news... After 2 hours doctor came removing his masks... Sana and sid ran towards him soon all joined them...

Dr : we are really sorry, patient couldn't survive, he took his last breathes during operation, we tried our best to save him but couldn't....

Sana felt no earth beneath her feet, she fall on floor with a thud on her knees, while her nani broke into tears, Madhu made her sit on chair and hugged her trying to console her... Sid looked at sana who sat there all numb, no drop of tear came out of her eyes... Sid bent on her level and shook her shoulder calling her name but she didn't responded, he pulled her in hug for nth time....

Sid : shehnaaz please say something, please shehnaaz kuch bolo aise chup matt raho... Shehnaaz!

He broked hug and shook her tightly making her look at him, as soon as her eyes connected with her she broke into tears hiding herself in his chest, sid caressed her hairs... They all cried on her fate...

Ward boy: sir dead body

Vikas : aap mujhe batao...
He took ward boy away from their to talk and
filled the form of last formalities and came near others...