Hope

#42

Sana pov

I don't know what life had decided for me Everyday am loosing my all hopes Pahle nanu chale gaye fir nani bhi hadd se jyada bimar ho gayi, itna ki unke survival ke chances sirf 5% the But thank God itne dino me kuch to acha hua, nani thik ho gayi or 2 din baad unhe discharge bhi kar diya

Maine Madhu, vishal, vikas or kushal ko vapis Mumbai bhej diya tha 2 din pahle hi jab nani ki health stable ho gayi thi Kaha to maine Garima di or sidharth ko bhi tha ki vo log bhi wapis ja sakte hai kyuki exams me bas kuch hi din reh gaye hai, pr sidharth ne kaha ki ab hum family hai, hame har situation sath me face karna chahiye
Family? Huh(sighed in sadness)nani ne jab us din bataya ki mere so called papa zinda hai to ek pal ke liye khushi huyi thi pr jab unke past ke bare sab sach pata chala to laga kash jo pahle pata tha vahi sach hota, mom dad dono hi na hote or mai orphan hi rehti, kyuki koi ye jankar khush nahi ho sakta ki uske papa ne uski mom ko cheat kiya tha, vo bhi tab jab uski maa pregnant thi.

Pata nahi kyu har pal mujhe ye mardo se nafrat hoti ja rahi hai, han janti hu sab ek jaise nahi hote but still meri life me hi aise bande kyu hai jo bure hai.

Sana : nani, ye sumitra ji hai aapki care taker.. Aaj se ye aapka khyal rakhengi or aap pr nazar bhi

I tried to sound happy for the only person left on this planet who loves me selflessly.
Nani : thik hai thik hai Khayi me girne se bacha liya or la kr kuye me dhaka de diya!

Nani can never change But us din hospital me mai tut gayi thi, ek pal ke liye laga nani bhi mujhe chorh kr chali jayegi.

Sid : thank God nani now you are fine, ab mai apni biwi ko apne ghar le ja sakta hu

He came in room and stood beside me, resting his arm around my shoulder Seriously am not use to this sidharth From past few days he's acting like he really cares for me and nani But I think he feels pity for me and that's why he's doing all this You know humanity And to show my nani that he's happy being married to me he's acting like this.

Garima di : sumitra ji ye lijiye nani ka diet plan
or unki konsi medicine kab deni hai vo bhi isi me mention hai

Garima di is a really sweet lady, she's elder than Sid From the day she had arrived she never let me feel less than a sister to her. She was the only person from sid's family came to our wedding as sid's father is not happy with this marriage and I don't know the reason I hope he doesn't hates me atleast

Nani : bacho tum log jao ab, pahle hi 3 din extra rukna padha yaha mere karan

Sid : come on nani, mujhe to koi problem nahi hai itni hot lady ke sath time spend karne me, mera bas chale to yahi reh jau

He said dramatically holding my nani's hand in his, than he kissed her hands on which my
cute nani giggled Kya kabhi same aise hi sidharth or mere bich kuch hoga? Pata nahi, mujhe ummid bhi nahi hai

We bid bye to nani, leaving her on responsibility of Sumitra ji, well it was sidharth who had appointed sumitra ji for nani, she's a retired nurse in her late 40's and I think she's best for nani

Just after a few hours of traveling we reached Mumbai back Now what? Should I go back to hostel or wait for sidharth and Garima di to tell me what to do Well now a days i am doing what others are asking me to do, so for once again let them decide.

Sid : di mai cab dekhta hu aayi ya nahi tab tak aap yahi wait karo

He said and went outside the waiting area
leaving me alone with Garima di, well I don't mind her presence

Garima : shehnaaz I know tum iss shadi se kuch khas khush nahi ho kyuki jo bhi halat rahe hai sahi nahi the, but being a well wisher I will suggest you both to work on this relationship slowly And I know abhi tum jyada comfortable nahi ho sidharth ke sath so I will surely suggest him to make you comfortable around him first

I just nodded on her words She's right, am not comfortable around my husband sidharth! He is not the same person, it feels different now The thought about him being my husband gives me chill in my body

Sid came back after a few minutes and picked two bags and i held third one, he tried to take bag from my hand but I stopped him..
Sana : it's ok!
Sid : are you sure?

I just nodded positively, we came outside and settled in cab and drove to I don't know where, well it was high time to ask where are we heading?

Sana : vo mai puch rahi thi ki hum kaha ja rahe hai? I mean mere hostel jayege kya pahle?

Sid : nahi! Waha kal jayege tumhara sara saman collect karne, abhi hum humare ghar jayege

I felt blood flowing in my body with more speed and heart beating more faster, his words made me feel something really strange "HUHUMARE GHAR"... Well may be am over thinking, hamara ghar matlab garima di or sidharth ka ghar, yes this makes sense now

Garima : sidharth teri dad se koi baat huyi thi?

Sid : nahi, jabse shadi ka bataya tabse mere calls ka jawab nahi de rahe hai.

Suck! Yahi baki tha, ab mere or sirf mere karan sidharth ke dad sidharth se baat nahi kar rahe hai God! Meri life kisi ghisi piti fiction story jaisi ho gayi hai!

Sana : umm agar uncle khush nahi hai shadi se to aap log mujhe hostel chorh aao, hum ye baat kisi ko batayege hi nahi ki hamari shadi huyi hai or sahi time aane pr divorce file kr dege fir uncle ko bhi koi problem nahi hogi

Wow shehnaaz! Just wow! Kya suggestion
diya hai! Tere dimag me aisi bate bharta kon hai? Just look at Garima di and sidharth's face how they are looking at you in disbelief, abhi bol rahi thi ki bhagwan ne teri jindagi koi fiction jaisi bana di hai or ab tune kaisa suggestion diya? Fiction wale ideas se bhi bura Marja dub kr

Sid : shehnaaz mujhe laga tha madhurima ki shadi ke baad tumhare pas idea ki kami ho jayegi but I think tumhare pass aise sadhe huye idea ki puri encyclopedia hai

Hahaha very funny Mr. shukla Maja aa rha hoga mujhe embarrass karke Garima di ke samne, haso ab mujhpe, mai bolungi hi nahi kuch bhi ab.

Garima : it's ok shehnaaz, don't feel embarrassed, ye sidharth to aise hi bolta hai, you just don't worry we will make it up to dad and he will surely gonna melt after getting such a pretty and innocent daughter in law

I again nodded on her words and glared Sid who made an innocent face in return, how irretating he's sometimes, whenever i looks at him i just gets that scene in front of my eyes of him and girl making out at madhu's farm house how can i accept a man as my husband who was shamelessly making out with some random girl in some unknowns room..
I know he did so much for me and my family when we were in need, but still the thought makes me feel yuck I don't whether we will ever gonna live like a normal or not

Sid : just take a left and here we reach

So this is sidharth shukla's home sweet home