Hope

#45

Sid's pov…
I came out of loo after taking bath and saw her near my cupboard, she was about to open it but I stopped her, we argued but when she said that she has to perform all these duties may be not from today but from tomorrow than what's the loss in doing it from today it self, i had melted at that point and let her do and you all know what happened that… she murmured that  if she knew that it was pile of my clothes inside than she would not had opened it….

Sid : kahi tumhe ye to nahi laga ki maine koi ladki chupayi hai yaha, just like daily soaps..?

I looked at her mischievously, but her expressions were like that I had caught her red handed… I wanted to laugh at her face but stopped myself….

Sana : nahi vaisa kuch nahi socha maine or mujhe koi fark nahi padhta ki tum kuch bhi karo, it's your life, already you had married me…

Her voice from casual to turned her depressed tone again, but I don't want her to go in that silent zone again…

"shehnaaz sidharth, dinner ke liye aa jo" we heard Garima di calling us and came to dining table to have dinner… I asked shehnaaz to sit beside me and she did same, we were having dinner silently when Garima di noticed that shehnaaz is having very little in her plate and not eating properly….

Garima : kya hua shehnaaz? Tumhe khana
pasand nahi aaya kya? Tumne kitna thorha sa liya hai…

Sana : umm nahi di, khana bohot tasty hai, vo actually mujhe adat nahi hai heavy dinner ki…

Garima : heavy? Come on shehnaaz, jitna tumhari plate me hai utna to taste karne ke liye lete hai… or lo na khana, warna raat ko bhuk lagegi or tum ise bhi nahi bol sakogi kyuki ye budhu ghodhe bech kr so rha hoga..

She chuckled at her own words while I looked at her  helplessly…. Why these elder sisters have to be tease all the time…..

Sana : nahi di, aisa kuch nahi hoga, actually hostel me mai dinner mostly skip karti thi or mujhe sachi bhuk nahi hai jyada or agar mann kiya to khud aa kr kha lugi…
Garima di agreed to her and again comfortable silence prevailed in room… But can someone please tell me isn't shehnaaz is the same girl who had fear of ghost and darkness?

After dinner shehnaaz asked to help in cleaning dining table but di stopped her saying that we should go and rest as we had to go college tomorrow and the work here will be took care by house Helpers…

We came back to room and now the biggest question is where we both will sleep? No doubt my bed is a king size bed, but will she agree on sharing my bed?

Sana : sidharth vo mujhe tumse kuch baat karni thi…

Sid : ha bolo na please…
Sana : I was just thinking about your father, how will he gonna react after finding me in his house without his permission…

Sid : don't worry shehnaaz, as much as this house is mine, is yours also… He may show his disappointment for the way we got marry in hurry but after knowing all the situation he will be the happiest person for this relationship…

She nodded understanding my words but her eyes said something else, they showed worry and grief… I wish I could take her all the worries…

Sid : shehnaaz let's sleep kal ka din bohot tiring hone wala hai, tumhara saman bhi shift karna hai yaha…

She agreed to me but again same question
came in my mind, will she agree to share bed? I think it's time to show some manners and prove that am a good person also….

Sid : shehnaaz i know tum abhi comfortable nahi ho and I understand the reason also, so you just take the bed, I will be sleeping in next room to this one, if you need some thing just tell me….

Sana : no sidharth, we can't stay in different rooms, what will others think and if you have any problem in sharing with me than it's ok, I can understand, I will shift in other room, you just keep your room…

Sid : no no shehnaaz, I didn't mean that, I mean yeah you are right, dad will get it in a wrong way may be but what can we do now, I mean you may not be comfortable with me, so I opted that option, but if you are
comfortable than I don't have any problem..

Sana : it's ok Sidharth, we can share room, I don't have any problem and above of that you have a couch of great size, I can fit in to it without any problem…

Sid : no shehnaaz, you can sleep on bed, I will take couch…

Sana : no sidharth, please don't, you are may be 6'ft or more, so you would not fit on it…

Sid : yeah you are right, but if you don't mind we can also share bed…

Aha! Kya baat hai bete, abhi gentlemen ban rha tha kuch der pahle or ab tharki ban gya, sidha bed share karna hai tujhe! Jitni izzat kamayi thi uski double jayegi ab, god help me!
Sana : I know sidharth tumhe lag rha hoga ki kahi mai uncomfortable na hu isliye tum mujhe bed pr sone ko keh rahe ho, but believe me mai sofe pr jyada comfortable rahungi, mujhe waise bhi choti jagah me fit hone ki adat hai…

She tried to reason out, her eyes held something deep and showed sadness… Believe me girl for once I will keep you happy for your life…

Sid : ok than, good night, subha jaldi uthna bhi hai…

She said goodnight and sat on couch and waited for me also to settle on bed…. I picked up a pillow and a sheet for her to sleep comfortably… Thank God for making me the lazy guy, because of only that I owned a large couch designed by my preferences as I love to lay on couch while watching movies at home…

She thanked me after I gave her pillow and sheet, I came back to bed and lay down facing her, she also lay down on couch to sleep but I can see her getting uncomfortable… Why she need to adjust on that couch when I had offered her bed, but no she had to become great…

I waited for some time and after some more time when she was still looking uncomfortable I got up from bed and said..

Sid : shehnaaz please sleep on bed if you are feeling uncomfortable there…

Sana : it's nothing like that sidharth…. , Umm vo actually am just not comfortable in this kurti as it is skin fit…
She hesitated first but then finally told her issue, well I had guessed that before that she might feel uncomfortable in her clothes but what can I do when she don't want to listen me…

Sid : wait mai di se tumhare liye kuch lata hu..

I got up from bed to go but she immediately stood up stopped me…

Sana : no please, unke kapdhe nahi Pehan sakti hu mai…

Sid : kyu nahi Pehan sakti ho? It's ok vo mana nahi karegi, mai janta hu di ko…

Sana : i know vo mana nahi karegi but still I can't wear her clothes…

Sid : so tumhe di ke kapdhe pehnane me
problem hai?

Sana : nahi nahi sidharth believe me aisa kuch nahi hai, mai to bus

Sid : baat kya hai shehnaaz? Agar tum bataogi nahi to pata kaise chalega?

I tried to calm my all curious nerves to know her answer, she took some deep breaths and finally answered…

Sana : I wouldn't fit in her clothes as she's slimmer than me…

What? Isliye mana kar rahi thi ye? 😂😂😂 I literally laughed on her face after hearing her words 🤣🤣🤣 oh god, shit she's glaring me now, fuck! I messed up now… hey bhagwan raksha karna meri 😣😓