Hero

Twelve

Hero

"Cheers for this mate, I needed a quiet lads night" Gulping down the Beer.

"No worries H. How are you holding up?" Mark asks me looking concerned

"You know mate, not great, it's eating me up what I did to her. I haven't fed, she's not taking my calls. I broke her, me. I did that to her" hitting my chest.

"Bea said she spoke yesterday, they managed to get her in the shower, that's good right?"

"Yeah I guess, it still doesn't change what I did to her" she's speaking, my heart soothes, my baby's okay.

"You need to feed, your Eyes are Black. Have some of mine" Mark says as he stands to go to the kitchen.

"No point without Alice, I don't want to carry on without her, I'm going to go away for a bit"

"She'll come around. You always run away when things get hard."

"Mark, I slept with Sammi when we were dating, I deserve all the punishment I can get" I can't speak anymore, I'm to drained. I haven't fed in weeks, hurt to many people in the past, this is why I have to leave "She's better off without me" I have no fight left.

"Tell her I'm sorry" She wouldn't see me if I went around hers, or maybe she wouldn't have any choice, if I jumped into her room. No I couldn't do that to her. But I need to see her.

"Sure, where will you go? At least make a plan, you can't just leave mate, what about your parents?"

"I have an apartment in Rome, I'll be okay, and they will. Just check in on them once in a while"

"Of course I will, you know I will" despairs mark, now walking around the lounge with is hands on his head

"I'll go and see them before I leave, explain everything"

"Look Hero, please think about this, don't do anything rash"

"Their's nothing to think about, I hurt her, end of story!"

"You're being irrational"

"Am I really?!!" Eyes Red, black veins popping from my face

"Woa, mate calm the fuck down" Walking over to me putting his hand on my shoulders

"I'm sorry" Whispering

"Have a little bit of my blood before you crack completely"