She's mine

S I X T E E N

"No please dra-"

"Legilimens"

I could feel him rummaging around in my head I was trying to push him out with everything I had, I was fairly good at pushing people out, in fact no one ever managed to get in apart from him.

Although he didn't know that and i can never let him find out.

He was seeing everything. The conversation with my mother about hosting the event, the conversation with everyone I had tonight, and then

Theo

The conversation

The kiss

That I kissed him back

And just like that I couldn't feel him anymore, he was out.

I opened my eyes to see he was still standing in front of me, he's face looked sad, angry, disappointed all in one. I couldn't tell what feeling was the strongest.

He was standing so close I could feel every breath he took, he's grey eyes was piercing into me, the silence was almost deafening

What felt like forever must have only been about 3 minutes, I couldn't take the silence anymore

"Are you going to say something or are you just going to continue staring at me" I finally spoke

He put he's wand back in he's trousers keep he's eye contact. Just as I thought he was going to ignore me

"You fucking kissed him Astra" he hissed at me

"No he kissed me" I corrected him

"You fucking kissed him back I saw it, you wanted to kiss him" he was shouting at me. He threw he's hands in the air and turned on he's heels and started to walk to the balcony

"Who I kiss doesn't concern you, you made sure of that" I spat at him
I wasn't happy that he saw me kiss Theo my fault or not I did kiss him back. I knew he would react like this I knew who ever I was going to show interest in he was going to kick up a fuss about that's why I wanted to keep it a secret.

He stopped still and turned around to face back in my direction. I raised my eye brows to him as he started to walk back to me

"Kiss me" he said plainly

"What" I almost laughed at he's ridiculous words

"Kiss me" he said again in the same tone

"Have you lost the plot?" I asked him

He was now standing Infront of me

"He kissed you, you didn't kiss him first right?" He asked calmly asif he's anger was gone

"Well you was the one in my head so you tell me" I sarcastically replied

"Well kiss me, like I know you want to" he's hand reached out and placed it on my neck stroking my cheek with he's thumb "I won't kiss you like he did" he whispered as he's eyes darted between my lips and eyes "I'll let you be the first to make that decision" he licked he's bottom lip still looking back and forth from my lips and my eyes

I wanted to scream at him tell him to get out, tell him to move on with he's life and never look back to me ever again. I didn't trust him as much as I fucking wanted him to be the one for me I knew it wasn't going to be a good choice. He wasn't ready and him just telling me that he was wasn't enough proof. The amount of times in the past 2 year I have dreamt of spending the night with him or kissing him and knowing he loved me, it was countless.