Ｐｅｒｆｅｃｔ || Wakatoshi Ushijima ||

Forget

A kind of small fight happened between Tendou and Ushijima, thankfully Y/N is there to stop it and they just sort it out themselves, Y/N was proud by that.

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It still comes out of my mind, the question that always pops out. I'm just trying to study right now and focus on the last semester but it just pops out. It's annoying I get distracted. Somehow I'm actually curious, Are we dating? Me and Ushijima, I wanted to ask him, he asked me out but it was only like a date, he didn't ask if I could be his girlfriend.

I have his phone number, actually I'm just staring at his phone number right now. Nervous to text him, cause what if he just says no, I'll just embarrassed myself. If he will tell Tendou, Tendou will tease me everyday and it's gonna go around the court then everyone will know. Uncle will be mad at him but also happy I didn't get a boyfriend, Goshiki would probably stop calling me senpai, and the third years are just gonna stop complimenting me for being a good manager. I can't take that risk really.

I sighed, to calm myself and let my phone rest on the table, then get back on studying. As I picked my pen my phone rang, my heart started beating fast, is it him? Shit why am I nervous? What the hell am I nervous for? What the fu- my body didn't cooperate with my brain, my body picked up my phone by itself and answered without looking at the name.

"Hello" I said, waiting for a response in the other line, still nervous though. "Hello" Deep voice answered back, Ushijima, speak of the fucking devil. I swear this guy is just everywhere, my mind, the gym, my phone and my heart, no not my fucking heart, we're not there yet.

"Ushi? Why'd you call out this late?" I asked trying to sound like I just didn't thought of him. "N-nothing.." confused and also disappointed. Nothing? You could've atleast said, Just to hear your voice - okay no that's cringe, or like ask for my help than wasting my time here I needed space from you, be embarrassed and end the damn line.

I chuckled," Oh really?... Then uhmm goodnight?" Please don't say wait... Please don't say wai- "Wait" fuck! "Yeah?" I asked again. Just hurry up Ushijima pleasee I can't handle the stress.

"A-are we... Girlfriends and boyfriends" My body froze, I literally just asked that earlier, he doesn't know either? What the fu- but what if I say no, would he be disappointed, he's obviously new to thing whole thing, read my notes earlier he never had a girlfriend, didn't even hear that he has a crush, I'm basically his first at everything. I'm sure he has admirers just scared at his intimidating figure that's all.

I don't know what else to respond, I'm probably thinking for too long, "s-sorry... What was that again?" I asked, even though I know what the question is I'm not dumb, just stalling. Should I say depends on you? Then he would totally say yes, then it's official that me and him are together, so now what, are we gonna have to kiss in public again, are we gonna do IT. The dream that I tried forgetting started coming back to me. No no... That's fucking embarrassing. I can't with that.

"Are we boyfriend and girlfriend.." he asked again, "I don't know... We just dated" I responded, obviously that answer has no yes or no question for him to think that we're boyfriend and girlfriends. "According here... It counts that we're together" he said while I could hear mouse clicking on the other line. Is he searching through the internet? That's cute. He would totally do that though, for a guy who's life is full of volleyball.

"I guess..." I replied, It does count though, but that depends. Since this guy is innocent and these dates stuff might as well just give it a positive response than rejecting him. It was really sweet how he set up a picnic date for us under the nightsky and when we watched the fireworks... Technically. I started to feel my face burning hot from blushing.

"Actually... Y/N" I hummed in response, my face started to feel calm. "Want to go out on a second date?" he asked, I chuckled, "sure" I would love to go on a second date with him, I wanna see what he's going to do next. Can't wait.

"See you then at saturday I'll pick you up... And also, you don't mind me.. Saying hi to your parents.. And tell them we're dating.." My heart started to flutter, he's really cute. He would like to ask my parents for consent. Mom would love it since I remember clearly at the beach she was giving me smug faces everytime I'm near Ushijima. I don't know about my dad though. They're both an intimidating guy, and really love sports, volleyball to be specific. So I think they might get along.

"Sure... Then that means our date will be late, I'm pretty sure mom will invite you in to eat with us" I said, while turning around to look at my calendar. I am free, as if I'm busy, the only thing that's written on my calendar is sleep. "It's okay.. I'll go by early then" I smiled, "sure.."

"Goodnight..." He softly said, I replied goodnight to him then we end the call. A few seconds later I just realized what the fuck happened.

He's gonna come here and say Hi to my parents and we already have the title of boyfriend and girlfriends, I DIDN'T EVEN SAY ANYTHING ABOUT IT TO THEM YET. AND MY STUPID MIND JUST SAID YES, it's three days away, saturday. I groaned to my idiotic decision. I just replied without thinking at all. I guess I have to let them know about it then.  Hopefully they won't reject him or embarrassed me infront of him.

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This pov is just about you thinking to yourself and shiz. '-' also wholesome chapter I think