TommyInnit angst-shots

Dance on Knives

(I thought of some stories ((finally)) and decided to write them now lol. Again I'm sorry that the last chapter was so short! I wish I could do more with it. I'm so sorry :[)
TW; obliviation(from others) of pain, being controlled like a puppet, eating disorder, thunder(mention), body shaming(ish)

♡Tommy

I sat in the grass next to the prime path. The sun shone through the grey and white clouds, making the rain glisten. I sat in silence as my legs crossed and fit the spot in the grass.

I sat through all the rain and thunder, not bearing to get up. My soaked hair sat in my face and stuck against my forehead, making it look like I had water poured on me not too long ago. Which was the case, but not quite.

"Tommy?" I turned my head and saw Dream and George.

I still hated Dream for what he did, but I felt guilty. Because it was my fault, yet sometimes I feel like I didn't deserve it in that form.

"Hey, guys." I waved and turned to look at the setting sun.

"Have you been out here this entire time?" I felt George put his hand on my shoulder, feeling the soaked clothes.

I hummed in response, Dream sighed. "Tommy.." he ruffled my darker hair and looked down at me. "You'll get sick."

I looked up at him, then back at the sun. "I'm perfectly capable of handling myself, Dream."

He chuckled and grabbed my forearm, pulling me up to my feet. "Its fine, you can stay with us for awhile."

I shuddered and sighed, slowly standing up straight. I followed them on the slick path, limping slightly behind them. As they happily chatted with one another, I looked down at the path, seeing the visible spikes and knives dig into my bare feet as I walked. As the house came into view, I sighed in relief. 

Dream turned his head slightly, "You okay?"

I looked at him with slight wide eyes, smiling and looking back to the path. "Yeah, my feet have just been hurting lately." 

My limping had stopped, I didn't want to worry either of the two older males. 

Sometimes I feel as if I'm their child, ever since they've gotten married. I heard they wanted to adopt, though the complications with Dream and some of the towns people were still around. I also heard they wanted an older child, around toddler and adolescence age. 

"I hope your feet get better, do you want me or Gogy to check it out?" He smiled and held my shoulder, helping me walk a bit. "We'd be happy to." 

This time I smiled at the kindness, "you can if you want, but you don't have to." I waved my hand slightly and scratched the back of my neck. "I'm happy your letting me stay over, I don't wanna pressure you." 

He swatted his hand around and clicked his teeth, "it's totally fine. We'd help you any day. Isn't that right George?" 

George hummed in what seemed to be agreement, but one couldn't tell. He was busy fondling with the keys to the shroom house. He groaned as he dropped the keys, bending over slightly to pick them up. Though I soon swiped them from the ground and handed them to him, smiling dully. 

"Thank you, kid." George snickered and rolled his eyes behind his clout goggles.

I scoffed and rolled my eyes aswell, snarling behind his back. Dream seemed to notice this because he took a step between the two of us and soved us inside one after another.

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♡3rd POV

Tommy sniffed as the night air stiffened. Crickets chirped and baby bucks ran to their mothers. Birds lay their melodies to rest for the night as Tommy lay there, silently.

He had left George and Dream's humble abode a few hours ago, though leaving them confused once they woke up from their nap.

He was free to wince at the pain as he walked the prime path beforehand, soon bathing in the fact that he needed to rest soon.

So there he rest, on the sandy surface of the beach. He heard some people play in the water not too far from him, though he decided to ignore it. Until light and the same chatter neared his comfortable silence.

"Hey Tommy!" He turned his head to see Ranboo, Nikki and Tubbo walking over with a lit torch. "Wanna come play with us?"

Tubbo walked closer as the other two stopped, holding out his hand. The blonde sat up, shaking his head slightly. "I'm good, maybe later-"

"Nonsense! We haven't hung out in awhile, it'll be like old times!" Tubbo pulled him up forcefully and dragged him to their site.

Sam, Ponk, Philza, Techno, Ghostbur, and many others of the SMP sat in the sand, awaiting their arrival.

"You got the kid to come over?" Techno elbowed Philza in his side as they chuckled, continuing their talk.

Tommy felt more so uncomfortable in this situation. He scratched the back of his neck and stood there, not wanting to move so he wouldn't feel any stinging pains.

"He barely leaves his house anymore. I was shocked to find him outside earlier." Dream held George's hand in his and kissed it where the ring was located.

Tommy forced a laugh and stumbled slightly over to an open area by the water. Stumbling and tripping over things made it worse.

He blinked back sudden tears as he sat down quickly, taking in some deep breaths. "Hey, why you breathing like you ran a marathon? Not eat or somethin'?"

Ponk raised an eyebrow toward the younger as he cracked a smile behind his mask. Some others around snickered and mumbled incoherent insults about his body.

"I.. uh," they were right. Tommy hadn't eaten in awhile. He knew he needed to, yet he hadnt eaten in forever. "I ate this morning."

Tubbo sat by the taller, pulling his head down to rest on his shoulder. "You doing okay, big man?"

Ranboo sat next to Tommy and huddled closer to him, listening to their conversation incase he needed to explain or talk about something.

And in all honesty, Tommy felt okay right now. Yes everyone else had just made fun of him and his body, one of his biggest insecurities. But he felt safe with the two next to him.

He may not like Ranboo, but he pulled him closer in Tubbo's embrace. He shook his head to the shorters question and mumbled, not wanting anyone to understand him.

"What was that?" Ranboo massaged Tommy's hair in attempt to comfort him, and succeeding.

Tommy shook his head again, this time huddling closer to the two. "That's okay, take your time."

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