Hiding Things

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Zayn

I hate lying to my friends, I really do, but they just wouldn't understand. Sure Niall is dating Harry and everyone seems to be cool with that but in reality they don't care who Niall dates as long as he is happy and in a better then mood then he has been lately. Me, I am a completely different story. I don't do committed relationships anymore. Every girl I have ever been with in a 'serious' relationship has always turned out to be her being with me for the money or the expensive gifts. Now here I am wanting this girls attention, wanting her to look at me and to notice me the real me not the bad boy I make myself out to be. I am sure everyone would be supportive of any decision I make but they would be massively protective and super skeptical if I were to tell them that I am dating someone, especially if that someone happens to be the stylist of the biggest boy band around today.

"What's with the concentration face?" Lauren asks while rubbing out the crease on my forehead. "Don't think to hard, you'll hurt yourself."

"Oh haha." I said grabbing her hand and holding it in mine. "I'm just thinking about how I should tell everyone we are in a relationship."

"I don't get what the big deal is. Do they really even need to know? This is our business not theirs." She says sighing. We have had this conversation a few times since we started dating.

"Lauren these guys aren't just my friends, they are my family. If something is going on with one of us, we are all there to help." I sighed, it was the same argument every time. Lauren just didn't want the pressure of dealing with a public relationship, and I completely one hounded percent supported that, it's just that I felt like I was betraying not only my family but myself by keeping something so important from everyone.

"So Niall and Harry seem to be getting pretty cozy." Lauren said trying to change the subject.

"Yea they really do. It's nice to see Niall happy." I replied sitting in one of the makeup chair while she organized her stuff.

"Harry too, everyone really seems to be getting along great." I fiddled with my phone trying not show how awkward I felt. I heard Lauren sigh any then felt her behind me and she slide her arms my shoulders. "If you really want to tell them you can Zayn. I just think we should wait it out. See what happens first." I just nodded. I don't think I can keep this up much longer.

In honour of Zayn leaving One Direction I decided to do this chapter in his POV.

Question: Where were you when you found out about Zayn?

Answer: I had just woken up.

Contest: "Kiss me where I lay down, my hands press to your cheeks A long way from the playground" are lyrics from what song? Y'all should know this one.

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