When Worlds Collide (Narry)

Losing It

A/N: Does anyone else have those days where they don't want to do anything at all? Yea, well that was my Saturday so I didn't post and yesterday my mom was all "I'm sick of you and your sister fighting" and like grounded me for the day. But I do have my stuff back so I should updating more.

The beautimus Bethanie as herself!

I should probably say now that what is said in this chapter is not the views of me or One Direction.

Ps. I don't know if this is helpful or even needed but Killian is pronounced Kill-e-an and Simbaline is Sim-ba-lean and Simbe is Sim-be.

Niall

"You know walking into a room and seeing my boyfriend in bed with another man should probably piss me off." I heard waking me up.

"Sorry Nicky, he just couldn't resist all of this and seduced me into bed with him." I mumbled into Killian's chest not wanting to get up.

"Shut up Niall." Killian said while running his fingers through my hair. "He needed someone to talk to, and then he fell asleep."

"It's cool but dinner is done so Donny sent me to come get you boys."

"Alright." I huffed pushing off of Killian and stumbling out of the door following Domminic back outside.

"Zaynie dance with me!" I heard Simbaline yell and couldn't help but chuckle. I walked on to the porch and looked around at everyone, the After 5 crowd were sitting at the table with Jasper, Bethanie, Dani and Stephan. As usually Stephan was trying to hit on Bethanie but was failing, when would he realise that one she would never say yes and two Jasper would kill him if she did? I searched for Donny and saw he was behind the grill finishing the food while his girl was trying to get Zayn to dance with her, good luck with that.

"Simbe, babe you know I love you but I don't dance." He said pulling her hands off of his waist and then twirling her around.

"Don't or can't?" Said the blonde girl that came with After 5, Lauren or Lou or something like that.

"Listen here cupcake if I wanted to dance I would but I don't so I won't." He said with his famous bad boy smirk and a wink in her direction.

"Oh Ni!! Will you dance with me?" Simbaline said prancing over to me, pulling out get biggest puppy dog eyes.

"I guess just this once." I knew it would make her happy and I had a lot of making up to do, Simbaline is...fragile I guess you could say and hates when anyone starts fighting especially one of her boys.

"Yay!" She yelled as she grabbed my hands and staring leading me in the simple salsa shuffle that fit with the music she had playing. The guys all laughed as she made me look like an idiot with how well she danced but I couldn't feel embarrassed when I looked down into her big green eyes and saw how happy she was.

"Okay everyone lets eat." Donny said stopping our dancing and bringing everyone's attention to the delicious looking food he had just finished putting on the table. Everyone moved around and tried sitting at the table but one of the girls with After 5 ended up with out a chair.

"Here you can have mine." Killian said standing up.

"But where will you sit?" She was sweet, and I felt bad that I had been such a dick earlier and hadn't given them a chance, I couldn't even remember her name.

"Don't worry about it." He said smiling at her, she gave him a small smile and sat down next to one of the After 5 guys. I felt like a huge ass now because I only knew Harry's name out of all the guys and I couldn't tell you the girls names' if you paid me. This girl was pretty with auburn hair and honey brown eyes hidden behind a pair of glasses. She looked like one of those girls in highschool that wore skirts an frilly tops who was nice to everyone and no one could actually hate.

"Here Kili," I said standing up. "Take my seat."

"Oh don't you dare Niall James, I am just fine." He said pushing me back down in my seat. Then walking over to Domminic and plopping himself in Domminic's lap.

"Um wait are you two like together?" The girl with glasses said, she didn't say it with any kind of malice but something inside of me just snapped.

"Why?!? Is that a fucking problem?" I was going to be in so much trouble. "Are you not okay with them being together? Do you find it disgusting that two guys are together? What, can't stand the sight of two fags being happy?" I wasn't even giving her a chance to answer I was just yelling. I could vaguely hear everyone trying to get me stop but I was to far gone.

"Niall shut the fuck up!!!" I turned to see that it was Jasper's little sister Bethanie that had yelled at me. The thing about Bethanie is that she is always someone you can talk to and is super sweet, I had never even heard her raise her voice before. "Can't you see that you have gone to far? You aren't just scaring her, you are scaring everyone. What is going on with you?!? The Niall I know would never even say that word, she was just asking if they were together."

"You don't understand Bethanie." I almost whispered, I couldn't tell anymore, I couldn't do anything anymore.

"I don't know what is going on with you Niall but that doesn't give you the right to yell at anyone, especially a girl who didn't even do anything wrong." She said looking up at me with her blue eyes full of disappointment.

"I'm-I'm sorry." I said before running inside and up to "my" room.