Buffalo Bill's Grave

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I woke up to voices coming from the front space of the bus. I slipped out of my bunk and padded quietly down the hall and out to the front closing the sliding door behind me. I found Simbaline, Donny, Bethanie and Zayn all sitting around eating breakfast.

"Morning Nialler, want some breakfast?" Simbaline asked from her spot under Donny's arm.

"I'll get it Simbe." I said heading toward the counter that had some breakfast type goods laying out on it.

"Okay, but just ask if you need any help." It's cute how worried and mothering Simbaline gets while we are on tour but it makes sense considering she lives with three boys. We had been on tour for about two weeks now and in reality we really had to spend much tome with the After 5 team or whatever they call themselves. Everything has been go, go, go and we haven really hadn't had a break either. But today was our first day to ourselves and the stupid guy running this tour said he wants to see all of us exploring Denver, Colorado together.

"What do you guys think we should do today?" Zayn asked while looking at his laptop screen, most likely searching cool things in Denver.

"Ditch the After 5 guys and go find a nice bar?" I suggest only slightly joking.

"Niall." Simbaline warns, putting her hand on my arm before walking back toward the bunks probably getting clothing, the girls had first go in the bathrooms based on that us guys could jut change out in the open while the girls wanted more privacy.

"I am sorry Simbe, I will try not to ruin today."

"Thank you Niall." She says as she shuts the door to the sleeping hall.

"So seriously what are we doing today? We can...go to Mile High Stadium that's supposed to be cool, or the 16th street mall or I don't know Denver really isn't that exciting unless we want to head up to the mountains or like Golden." Zayn says still scrolling.

"Why don't we just leave it up to the After 5 guys?" Donny asks with his mouth full of food.

"Donnivan don't talk with your mouth full." Domminic says to his brother.

"Yes mother." Donnivan shoots right back. Touring maybe stressful and tiring but this is what I love, being with my boys and being surround by the closest thing I still have to a family.

Once everyone was dressed and we had all done our hair and what not we were finally ready. I looked around and noticed that already we were using eachother's clothing. Zayn was wearing a pair of black skinny jeans that could be anyone's and black converse, with a tight red three-quarter sleeve shirt that I am pretty sure is Stephan's. Who is wearing a pair of grey skinny jeans that again could be anyone's and a pair of black boots, with a Black Veil Brides t-shirt that I know belongs to Jasper. Jasper is wearing a pair red skinny jeans that actually do belong to him because no one else wears red pants with black Toms, and an Anthem Made Kansas City chiefs three-quarter sleeve shirt that could belong to Donny but I have seen Simbaline wear it. Donny is wearing shredded black skinny jeans that are probably his brother's with low rise motto boots and a Sleeping With Sirens shirt I know I bought last time we saw them. Domminic was wearing almost the same thing as his twin brother but a Pierce the Veil shirt. Simbaline is wearing her usual black shorts, these ones having studded pockets and tears on the front and a shirt that says "I am not a controlling bitch" that I think is from some YouTube thing and black vans. Bethanie is wearing grey/white jeans, red vans an an Anthem made shirt that has a flowery cross on it. And Dani is dressed really revealing as always with a tight blue arepostle shirt and the shortest blue jean shorts I have ever seen paired with high, wedged sandals. Killian finally walked out of the bus wearing what I am positive are Simbe's black jeans, a pair of red vans and a RIP Mitch Lucker shirt that could be anyone's. Me, I was wearing dark grey jeans with an old MCR shirt and black converse high tops.

We had to wait a while but finally the After 5 crowd all walked up. I didn't notice anyone but Harry though. I still couldn't be alone with him, I didn't want to fall for him, I couldn't. I wasn't going to let him hurt me like everyone else I have been with has. He wearing tight black pants that looked to be painted on, with a red flannel that was barely buttoned with brown boots and some weird head band thing tied around his head. I looked away and I swear I saw their stylist, Lauren, checking Zayn out and one of their guys, Lewis or whatever, staring at Bethanie and I chuckled to myself, Jasper would kick his ass.

We had decided that we were to go on some grave thing up in the mountains for some guy name Buffalo Bill. This way we wouldn't have to much of a crowd. Once we got up there I regretted judging it, it was beautiful up here and the view was breathtaking. We all did the little walk to the grave thing but really we were all joking around and taking pictures of the mountains around us. We had intergrated to, Lauren seemed to be hanging on every word that Zayn said while her prissy little dog kept yapping at him. While Louis was walking extremely close to Bethanie and she seemed to be trying not to laugh. Luckily Stephan seemed to be distracting Jasper from looking at his sister. The three happy couples of Donny and Simbe, Killi and Nick, and Gabie and Liam were all walking in the front of the group laughing and looking all coupley with their respected partner. That just left Harry and I who were walking toward the back not really saying anything.

"Why do you hate me so much?" I heard breaking me from my observing.

"What?" I asked confused.

"Why do you hate me?" He repeated. "You are always glaring at me and avoiding me. Why can't we just get along like everyone else? "

"I-I" I needed to think of something, I couldn't tell him that I thought he was gorgeous and he sings like an angel and that I wasn't glaring at him but starting and then getting pissed at myself. "I don't like how you treat women." I finally spill out.

"Oh? You do know that none of that stuff the tabloids write is true, right?" he says looking at the ground.

"Um, but your always seen with a different girl and what not." I really didn't know how to take what he was telling me. Maybe he wouldn't hurt me, no I can't think like that, everyone hurts me.

"They are just friends. I respect women, and I really am not the womanizer they say I am."

"Well good, I really don't hate you Harry I just don't like this whole tour and I am sorry if I made you think that I hate you." I could be friends with him right? I didn't have to completely avoid him.

Harry and I kept walking the tour realizing we had fallen behind everyone. And when we got to the gift shop we thought that we would find everyone else but we couldn't see them anywhere inside or out.

"Well shit." I said turning to Harry.

Hey look I updated. I am so sorry I have had the worst writers block. I hope this much longer chapter makes things a little better. I hope you all like it. Have a wonderful day/week/month/year and if today is your birthday happy birthday. Also if you can tell me where the "I am not a controls bitch"shirt is from (the actual YouTube channel/ couple) you will get a special appearance of a character of your choice whether it be an OC you make or a celebrity or anyone you get o decide. By you need to comment where it's from.

Sincerely,

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