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The last few weeks have been great. Niall and I have been getting along great and everyone seems to be really happy. I just don't understand why I feel so anxious. It's like everytime I see a girl that isn't one of us go hanging on Niall I get nervous. It's like I am scared he is going to pick one of them over me but I don't want to believe that he would ever do that.

"Hey Harry!" I hear the sweet voice of Simbaline say behind me.

"Hi Simbaline," I say back trying to force out a small smile.

"What's wrong? You look upset." She says looking concerned. That's what I loved about Simbaline, no matter what group you were in or who you were she cared about you. She is so sweet it makes it difficult to see why she is with a guy like Donnivan.

"How did you end up with a guy like Wood?" I blurt out and instantly feel guilty.

"Well we met in high school, I was the new girl and they all welcomed into their group. Especially Bethany, she and I instantly clicked. I was massively crushing on Donnie, he just didn't know it until I kind of just said that I liked him one day. He isn't the guy that you think he is, he just wants you to think that. With me, when it's just us or when we are with just the guys, he is a different person. He is sweet and caring, he is gentle and honest, he is an amazing listener, overall he is everything I could have ever asked for." She said blushing.

"Are you every scared that he is going to cheat on you with like a groupie or something?" I ask looking down at my hands.

"Either you are trying to tell me something or you are asking for yourself." She says with a small smile. "I am not scared of Donnie ever cheating on me because I know he loves me and he just isn't that kind of guy. Niall isn't either Harry. When Niall is in love he falls fast and he falls hard. He is just as crazy about you as you are him." She says laying a hand on my shoulder, which was kind of adorable cause she is short.

"Thanks Simbaline." I say patting her head like I have seen everyone do.

"Oh not you too!" She playfully yells. "I am not that short! You should talk to Niall though, I'm sure he would be able to clear up anything else."

"Do you know where he is?" I ask quietly.

"In his bunk, I think he said he needed away from Danis screeching for a bit. Not that I blame him." Simbaline says while looking behind her. "Sorry Harry I would love to walk you over there but Donnie is waving me over." With that she hops on her tip toes, pecks my cheek and then runs over to her boyfriend and throws herself into his arms.

I slowly make my way to the Alone in a Crowd bus and stand in front of the door for a minutes, trying to decide if I should just go in or not. Then the door opens to an extremely well built blond trying to leave.

"Oh hey, you must be Harry. I'm Derek." He holds out his hand to me but I instantly feel jealous. Like I know I have seen him around before but I don't understand why he was in the Alone in a Crowd bus...alone...with Niall...my boyfriend? Is he my boyfriend. "Okay then um I have to be going, Niall is in his bunk." He says walking past me shaking his head.

I nervously walked up the steps into the bus and back toward the bunks. Most of the bunks were open but I didn't know which one was Niall's so I just knocked on the wall by the door.

"Niall?" I called out.

"Harry?" Niall's head pops out of one of the bunks. "Hey babe! I was just thinking about you actually. Der and I were talking about you." I felt myself get jealous about that stupid blond again.

"Oh really? I actually came over here to talk to you." I said nervously wringing out my hands.

"Those are words no one ever wants hear." Niall says chuckling and pats the space next to him. "Come cuddle with me and we can talk." I nod and climb into the bunk next to Niall.

"Niall what are we?" I blurt out, forgetting the whole conversation I had come up with.

"Humans? Musicians? Atoms? Is this is like a deep question?"

"No Niall like what are we? Are we dating? Are we just hanging out? What are we?"

"Well I would like to be your boyfriend Harry, hut if that's not something you want right now then I guess we don't have to be-" Niall says starting to ramble.

"Yes." I mumble into Niall's chest.

"Yes, yes what?" Niall asks.

Well I am just gonna end that there. I suck at updating I know. Leave me alone, it's been a really rough year. I am planning on finishing this story before Christmas though so yeah.

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