my choice

CHAPTER SEVENTEEN

Walking around the agency with tears running down my face made me feel even more pathetic and annoyed. I was proving my parents to be right. This was to difficult for me to do, I kept getting somewhere and then got placed back three spaces. I just wanted to walk out the doors and never come back to this place. I tried and it seems like I'm just destined to fail at this.

Everyone was walking fast and I couldn't bring myself to care and to find out what was happening. I carried on walking until I saw Rosie and she noticed the tears on my face and walked over to me." What's wrong?" Her voice was soft it was weird to see her in this way however, it was something I needed right now someone that would take into account how I feel.
" jay kept some files from me about my mother. She had almost been taken she had to of seen someone that was behind this whole thing. She could of help end this mess.I'm annoyed at her but just disappointed in myself for trusting people once again. I thought jay wouldn't do this,he was the only one who had my back since I found out and now this happens." She just nods and before she could help she gets called over by another agent.
Sulking I made my way into the computer base myself.

People was all looking at a video. I saw Jay he was trying to find out where the video was taken. He looked up and we made eye contact and I looked down. I didn't want to be so dramatic however I was hurting and I didn't know what to do. I had no one to really talk to anymore. 
" Lacey I need you to get ready." I heard Mike say, I just rolled my eyes. And just walked over to the seat and sit down." No thanks I'm not up to it" I walked out. It wasn't long until I heard footsteps behind me.
I was ignoring it as I didn't want to deal with people. " lace wait okay what are you doing? You call me selfish yet here you are walking out?" I knew he was correct. I didn't want too show how effected I had been from how messed up my family life had gotten, but I couldn't handle going on missions and acting okay.

"I'm not okay. I don't want to be here. I want to go home, my parents was correct I wasn't cut out for this I shouldn't of pretended I can  do this. I was stupid to think I could." I walked off after that. Not once did I turn around to see the look on his face.

I went back to the room. Sitting down on the bed I looked around. This wasn't home it could never be my home, I need to go home. Without thinking everything through I grabbed all my things and through them in the bags I had used when I had first ran away. I was sobbing but no one would check or come to help they was busy with whatever mission that had been brought up.

I was alone.