The not so Golden boy

Chapter 23

A/N ok so, I forgot to do the Arthur dream thing and the DA, but just pretend that all happened 😌

{Harry's POV}

"S-Sirius?"
"Yes yes it's me!" He answered the question
"I-I missed you so much, a-and so much has happened and-" Sirius cut me off
"Listen to me Cub, I cant stay long unfortunately, I just wanted to make sure you are still alive and doing alright."

"O-oh, yeah, I'm doing just fine Padfoot." I answered. I'm not doing fine, but that really is no one else's problem.
"That's good to hear Cub, we will talk another night, but for now I must go." He said sadly
"O-ok, I love you."
"Love you too, Harry." He replied, and then he had disappeared.

I was about to break down when I noticed to figures in the room which caused me to jump backwards and bash my arm on the nightstand

"Fucks sake." I curse, it hurts like a butt cheek on a stick (if you got that I love you 😉)

"Alright there Harry?" Draco said as he was walking over to me.
"Yeah- yeah, I'm good, I didn't know you guys were in the room, it kinda scared me." I chuckled nervously

"Oh yeah sorry 'bout that." Hermione apologised
"It's fine." I say back.

After a while, Hermione had gone back to her dorm, and Draco had fallen asleep.

I was envious, envious because they can sleep without the horrible nightmares plaguing their minds, every time they fell asleep. Unlike me.

I get up and lug myself to the bathroom to pee, however, I had made a horrible mistake.

I looked at the mirror.

Even with my glamour charm on I look like a bloody mess, why the hell would Draco like me? ME OF ALL PEOPLE! I mean he could have a perfectly handsome boy, or maybe a mentally stable one?

These were the thoughts that would only make life worse for me, and it did, because I did the one thing that I knew I should not do.

Cut.

I opened the cupboard and grabbed and black box labelled 'important' and lifted the lid off. I was soon greeted by a sharp and shiny looking blade. Even looking at it made me crave it.

I rolled up my sleeve and place the piece of metal onto my skin, and excruciatingly slowly, I slid it across. It hurt very much, but also felt very relieving at the same time. What would my parents think of me? I snorted to myself.

After I finish, I re bandage the cuts and put the blade back. No one will know, I can't let anyone know.

It will just make it worse.

-3 weeks later-

{Draco's POV}

I have been getting exceeding worried about my boyfriend, I haven't seen him eat once, IN 3 WEEKS! And he has seemed to stop sleeping, which is proved by the big black blotches under his eyes.

"Speaking of the devil." I mutter you myself as Harry walked into the great hall for 'breakfast'
"Hello Harry, how was your sleep?" I ask knowing the answer.

"It was good." He replied....coldly? I couldn't tell
"You know you really should eat something, Harry." Ron said stuffing his own face with copious amounts of food.
"I'm good, not hungry." He said, LIES LIES LIES!

"Fine, but you are going to eat at lunch." Hermione adds, to which I nod, and he reluctantly agrees. Merlin I'm worried about him.

"What do we have first?" Harry asked no one in particular
"DADA." Hermione said, Harry groaned and paled at the same time.

"Ugh, we have it with Umbitch, the woman who literally tortured me multiple times." Harry said, to which he earned multiple sympathetic looks.

"It's fine, Harry. It's only for an hour." I say to him
"Yeah whatever."

And with that we left the hall.

Everyone had eaten some food (except Harry) and were all walking to first period, fun.

We had entered the classroom and everyone was seated differently....OH SHIT.

"So...as most of you know you all have you O.W.Ls today, although by the look on Mr. Potter's face it seems not." She scowled, and Harry just rolled his eyes.

We all took our seats and started our exams, I had looked over at Harry to see how he was doing.

He was clutching his scar, very tightly, like he was in pain, and he looked like he would fall asleep any second.

Bang

We had all looked behind us to where we heard the noise, nothing was there so we focused back on our tests

Bang

Okay what the hell is this?

Bang

And then the door swung open, I never thought I would be so happy to see the Weasly twins.

They had flown in on their broom sticks and a bunch of fire works has been set off, blowing all the exam papers away.

They had also summoned a fire Dragon or snake like thing, which chased Umbridge everywhere.

Everyone was either shouting or cheering, but we were all running outside. And when we got there, there were 2 Ws in the sky, it was so c-

"Draco." It was Hermione's voice, and she pulled me over.

The first thing I could see was Harry on the floor, looking at....nothing? But also something?

"HARRY!" I shouted at him, he seemed to be pulled out of his trance.

He looked at Hermione and said

"Sirius."

(917 words)

A/N I'm really sorry Harry, I truly am.