My heart belongs to you

Chapter 10: Memory of the past

Soobin standing on the balcony of his mansion. After the incident happened he didn't talk to anyone properly, he didn't eat or sleep properly. He didn't even bother his friends. He try not to think about Jimin. But could not help but the sounds of Jimin's giggling , his melodies voice roaming around his head.

"Soobinie~you know when you smile you look so much cute" said the omega and giggling.

Flashed the memory of his past with Jimin make a small smile on his face. Then thinking that Jimin won't be again with him make his chest tightned. Tears are rolling down from his cheeks. He bit his lips to stop himself from crying. Then he look at the pendent and give a cracked smile then kiss it. He look at the sky and take a deep breath.

"There is always thought of you even when I'm not thinking. Why we have  to be  separate? Having you around my greatest happiness. I don't want to away from you. Why I am supposed to stay away? While I am your and you are my everything. Come and put this distances to an end. You are my world. I got little upset about myself that I didn't keep my promise. How would I live without you? The people who are failed in love. Yet they are happy in their defate. Why I too should follow them? The nights are witness they will tell you who I talk about in my sleeps. How could I give  up on you my love bug? You are always with me in my thoughts. I can feel your pain touching my body like a poison" said the beta with his sad voice.

"O GOD COME AND TEST MY LOVE. THESE DISTANCE BETWEEN US CANNOT BREAK MY STRENGTH.  HE'S MY DRUG. HE CAN'T BE LEFT. I WANT HIM AND I'LL GET HIM"screamed the beta and broke the nearby by flower vase and sat on the floor crying mess and hug him self.

He feels like Jimin is with him when he closed his eyes. The memory they shared together floating before his eyes. His parents told him to move on. How can someone move on from his past which is stitched on his brain.
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"Jungkook why are you doing this to me* hiccup * I l- ove you......please love me back. He can't makes you happy * hiccup * WHY DON'T YOU SEE THERE IS NO LOVE FOR YOU IN HIS EYE" his ex wife crying like no tomorrow.

"Listen be grateful that I didn't divorce you and listen I will never in my life love you back feed that in your head" said the alpha and pushed her away. Before leaving he glare at her.

"What did I do to deserve this. Why this is me. He only loves my daughter. He didn't even notice that I am exist" wishper the crying omega.

"I- I no I can't see them together hugging, kissing and holding hands, having baby infront of meeee!!
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"I also love Jimin from the beginning then why he MOM! not ME! What he have but I haven't. I am an alpha too. I also rich too then what I haven't " growled the angry alpha.

"Isn't there any omega without Jimin. Here Jimin! There Jimin! Every time JIMIN!JIMIN!JIMIN I feel like there is no omega exist without Jimin. I can't see you my son suffering" said his mom angrily.

"You know mom me and Jimin grow up together, studied together even our medical is same. When every time I see him my heart flutters Mom I really like him mom!mom..." said the alpha stubbornly.

"Taehyung! Shut up! He only see you as his best friend and he will be engaged with an alpha today son you can't have him. I hope you will find better than him. Who will make you happy. Son love can't be one sided " said his mom and ruffled his hair.

"NOOOO! There is no one like Jimin " said the alpha.

Love is a feeling that everyone wants to treasure it. But every love story don't have happy ending. Not every love survives till the end. Not every feeling get the tittle of love. Love makes people crazy makes people forget everything. But lose the loving one is the painful thing that anyone ever experienced. Forgetting the past love is impossible but people can't live with holding the past.