Lost My Way🔞《 kth~jjk × Y/n 》

25) I miss you , tae

You returned home, carefully folded up jungkook’s scarf and put it in a bag. You sat on the sofa for a long time, thinking nothing, and stood up until you felt a little cold.

It was much cold when there was no partner in the house regardless of the high temperature controlled by air conditioner. You covered yourself tightly in the quilt, and fell into sleep soon.

You suddenly woke with a start in the middle of the night, and saw the ceiling lamp still shining brightly in the bedroom, while it was still heavy dark outside. You looked at the time and realized you had only slept for less than half an hour. But now you couldn’t sleep and felt much more miserable when you were awake. You really couldn’t help wanting to hear the voice of Taehyung.

It was about 5:00 pm in France, so it might not bother him… you were very patient and tapped the numbers one by one with your finger. Even though Taehyung’s number had already been added in the Contacts, typing all numbers seemed much more official and sincerer, as you used to do.

The phone rang a few times. The man answered in a low voice, seemingly a little bit gentle, “Do you still remember to call me?”

You holding the phone became silent for a few seconds. You used to call taehyung very often in the beginning, but both of you didn’t have the money to pay the phone bill. At that time, the happiest thing of you were talking to taehyung by his company’s phone with caution, even though both of you had nothing serious to talk. Although you two could see each other at each night, both of you still felt the day was too long. Later, everything changed. Both of you had nothing to say, and often got stuck in pique and sullenness with no reason. Since one ignored the other, the other also would not talk to that one. Now it was normal that you didn’t call each other for half a month.

“I miss you,” you suppressed your sadness and said without any hesitation. In the few seconds, you seemed to spend several years.

Taehyung got stunned. It had been a long time since he heard you say that. Moreover, he heard a hint of whimper from your three words. It seemed to be true, also like an illusion.

“I miss you, too. I am busy these days and when I’m available, I am afraid to disturb your rest. I will try to get the work done quickly and go home to accompany you as soon as possible,” taehyung said softly, but guilty in heart.

You were not stupid. Any splendid excuses were just to conceal the fact that Taehyung didn’t pay much attention to you. There was no message from taehyung. The man was in France, a romantic country, so far away from you, with a young girl he liked. You could imagine that how happy taehyung was now. It was normal to have much enjoyment and forget to go back home. As for you, you just tortured yourself in the dark night.

You pressed your lips lightly and replied in your throat.

You were thinking what to say, but heard a faint voice on the phone, “ Taehyung…, how can you keep talking for such a long time? The dishes are getting cold…”

Saying in a spoiled tone and a clear voice, the girl on the other side of the phone seemed impatient.

Your face was getting pale, and you inferred that taehyung might spoil that girl very much. Even you didn’t try to disturb taehyung’s phone before.

It suddenly became quiet on that side, and there was no noise at all.

You tried to stabilize your tone, as you were not trying to make taehyung feel embarrassed. “It’s so cold in korea now. When you come back, just call me. I can pick you up at the airport and make the radish and sparerib soup for you.”

“Oh, honey, I love you most.”

You smiled and yawned, “Okay, you have to do your own business. I am sleepy.”

Taehyung said good night in a gentle voice.

You had a sleepless night, and your heart was hurt as if cut out by a blunt knife. After midnight, you were wandering in the house aimlessly, but did not know what you were looking for. Finally, you were tired and sat on the cold floor of the living room, crying like a child who lost the whole world. You bit your lips, and the thin shoulders trembled. You cried and stuck the heating pad on your chest. Only by the heating pad, would your heart not freeze.

You fell into sleep till the early morning. In a high fever, you lapsed into unconsciousness.

Here came the retribution .you showed a relaxed smile. You gave up your dreams, lost everything, and fell in love with one who you should not love.

The phone was ringing, and you were in a daze for a long time before answering it. “kim taehyung… It hurts… The pain is killing me…”

“Don’t leave me alone…”

“I am docile…”

“How can you lie to me?” your eyes turned red in the fever. Once the emotion accumulated for a long time, it was really difficult to stop when the emotion burst out.

“y/n! What happened? Where are you? I’ll go to find you!”

It turned out to be Doctor jeon… Although your mind was not clear at this point, you still trusted jungkook in your subconscious, told the address to jungkook, and then fell into sleep.

Jungkook arrived at your house with a locksmith. When he unlocked the door, you still didn’t wake up.

Jungkook saw the skinny women curled up out of cold, with knitted brows and some tears on her face. Jungkook found that his call to you had not been hung up.

Jungkook bent over and lifted the women in his arms. You were as light as a feather. Your lovable cheek snuggled up upon his chest and your high fever melted jungkook’s heart.

Definitely. Jungkook confirmed he definitely fell in love with you.