" I'm not innocent , yet I'm not guilty either . I just love the one that I love "
In a relationship
I'm a coward
I dare not to call you
I fear for the desperate tears.
Fear for the empty house
Fear for the promise you made
And fear for gettin...
You stayed in the bathroom, waiting for the sense of nausea to disappear, and then you went to the bedroom and changed your clothes. You held the orchid in your arms and walked out of the house.
The winter in the north was dry and cold, wind always blowing. You wore your thickest down jacket and spent more than 80 won on taking a taxi to the hospital.
When Jungkook heard the sound of knocking on the door and turned around, he saw a women dressed like a creamy-white ball rolling into his office. The women pulled her scarf down and showed a thin, pale face, which succeeded in stopping jungkook’s laughter.
“Doctor jeon,” you greeted him with a gentle expression.
Jungkook immediately poured a cup of hot water and handed it to you. He frowned when he touched your’s icy cold fingertips, and asked concernedly, “It’s very cold outside. Are you here to get your medicines?”
“Yes, by the way,”you smiled and put the orchid on jungkook’s table, and continued, “I bring your ‘house’ back to you. Someone told me that it was worth a down payment of a house.”
It was the first time that you spoke to jungkook in such a joking tone, though they had known each other for almost a years.
Jungkook ran his fingers along the withered long leaves of the orchid and said in a careless voice, “It’s just a plant. If you think it’s too delicate to keep, I will ask my father for some other plants that are easy to grow for you. He grows a lot of plants.”
You didn’t want to accept his kindness as you had no energy to make a friend. Avoiding the chat you just twisted your lips into a faint smile and changed the subject, “I vomited again this morning, and this time I even vomited blood. It was different from the gastric bleeding that I suffered a few years ago because of drinking too much. This morning when I vomited, I felt my life slowly fading away.”
“I have advised you to accept the chemotherapy as soon as possible…” jungkook frowned and subconsciously began to spin the pen, which showed that he fretted. “You are only thirty years old and still young. And you look rich. Why don’t you actively cooperate with us on the treatment?”
“I need to think it over,” you dropped your eyes wearily.
“Two months ago, you said the same words. Do you want to just take the medicines and hang on till the New year?” jungkook said.
You picked the cup up and drank some warm water without answering his question. Then you asked, “Have my medicines arrived here? I’m not feeling good now.”
“If you don’t accept the chemotherapy, I won’t give you the medicines,” jungkook got angry for some reasons. “I have been looking for the bone marrow for you these days, but if you don’t take your health seriously, no one can save you!”
Jungkook’s words warmed your’s heart, and you broke into a sincere smile, “You are a good doctor, and if all doctors are like you, there won’t be so many doctor-patient conflicts in the world.”
“Don’t flatter me,” jungkook stood up and took off his white gown. “I’m off duty this afternoon. Now let’s go straight to the Medicine Center and get your medicines. You need a new prescription, but I don’t want to write it. So I’ll go with you.”
“You are so wayward.” you sighed and could not help reminding jungkook when you saw him just wear a thin windbreaker, “It’s so cold outside. You need a thick coat.”
Jungkook didn’t take his words to heart. They went together to the Medicine Center. After getting the medicines, you thanked him and turned around to leave, but you was stopped by jungkook . “Let me drive you home. It’s not easy to hail a taxi in such a cold day.”
In consideration of the cold weather and own poor health, you agreed.
When you saw jungkook’s car, you got a new understanding of his riches. It was a Ferrari, looking eye-catching. The doctor was even more high-profile and extravagant than Taehyung.
“I don’t like to be regarded as a good-for-nothing born in a wealthy family, so I studied hard to be an excellent doctor, and my father is proud of me now,” jungkook’s nerves relieved after leaving the hospital. He looked vigorous as he drove the car.
You looked out the window for a while before you whispered, “I used to want to be a doctor and filled three medical universities’ names in my College Application Form…”
“You failed in the college entrance examination?”
“I didn’t take the exam,” you said with a blank expression on your face. “After that, for a long time I easily woke up from sleep with crying. Though I didn’t regret my decision, it always came to my dream and tortured me.”
Jungkook was very considerate. He kept silence for a few minutes, waiting for you to calm down, before he said in an ostensibly lively tune, “Now you live well and your house is in a very good position. Maybe it is a good decision for you to discontinue your studies. If my father didn’t pay for my university education, now I would live a hard life.”
You slightly smiled and stopped talking about your past. Finally, you asked jungkook to park at the entrance of the housing estate.
“Thank you, Doctor jeon. When you are free, I will invite you to dinner.”
“Come on, if you have time, just go to the hospital and let me treat you,” jungkook said in busan dialect. He was a humorous and charming man in private.
You waved good-bye to jungkook and stood still, watching him drive away. Then you tightened up the scarf around your neck and turned around to go home when you saw Taehyung’s car parked on the side of the road.
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