Lost My Way🔞《 kth~jjk × Y/n 》

20 ) suffer

You were too painful to walk after the chemotherapy. This time you didn’t refuse jungkook when jungkook held your hand to help you to lie on the bed in jungkook’s office for a rest. You both kept silent, but jungkook strongly felt that an unspeakable feeling in the heart became stronger than ever. Jungkook was sure that he had lost his heart to you.

Your face was as pale as the white sheet on bed. Your eyes were dull and inanimate. Jungkook gave you a cup of hot water, and said, “Drink some water?”

You didn’t answer, and only murmured after quite a while, “I am cold…”

No blanket was available here, as jungkook barely slept in the office. Jungkook couldn’t find anything but He’s light tan down jacket, which was so heavy. So he covered you with it.

You tightly hugged the down jacket. Your pinched face surrounded with the fox fur on the brim of the jacket hat boasted kind of morbid fascination. You seemed extremely fragile at the moment.

“You don’t look well. Considering you physical condition, I suggest you stay in hospital,” sitting beside you, jungkook thought for a while before speaking again. “You can’t keep it from your family or your boyfriend. It is too hard to handle this on your own.”

You slowly regained your consciousness. Your eyes were gentle as before, and your mood was always restrained. You softly shook your head, and said, “I don’t want to stay in hospital. I will live as long as God allows me to live.”

The one with ultimate love for her partner would struggle for survival and live for him. Happy life had become a distant dream for you, so you just let nature take its course. If you were lucky enough to die early, then your love for taehyung would end at the same day.

Jungkook could perceive that your life was not as simple as he previously imagined. Jungkook couldn’t figure it out, but he didn’t ask anything.

You knew very well that you had caused a lot of trouble for Doctor jeon. When you felt better, you thanked jungkook with politeness and was immediately ready to leave.

“I’ll call you for the next appointment of chemotherapy,” jungkook was unable to make you stay, so he only came out with such a poor excuse to call you again.

It took a few seconds for you to realize what jungkook meant. However, you only replied with a nod.

You could see that jungkook was hesitating to say something, as his facial expression betrayed him. After a while, as you were curiously waiting, jungkook suddenly said, “Your body can’t handle sex now. You need to stop…”

Surprisingly, you didn’t feel too embarrassed. On the contrary, you were slightly moved by jungkook’s kindness, so you nodded obediently.

Looking at your back as you were walking away, jungkook unconsciously felt that his heart was also taken away.

You spent the rest of the day in bed when you got home. You didn’t eat anything; instead you vomited five times, and the blackish green bile was almost thrown up.

Meanwhile, the four kittens were meowing around you. They cuddled up against your neck. You were warmed and touched by their soft fur.

You thought that taehyung wouldn’t come home. Taehyung did come home, though it was late. It seemed that taehyung began to turn more attention to you again, instead of showing no concern at all.

Taehyung seemed to have recovered interest in sex with you. Taehyung drank a little alcohol tonight in the business dinner, and he affectionately kept calling you “baby”, as if he didn’t mind the smell of cats on your body.

Taehyung was at the age with strong sexual desire. When you were perfectly healthy in the past, you were barely able to satisfy taehyung, not to mention now. You both already had sex last night, but tonight taehyung was eager to fuck you again.

You got used to pampering taehyung. What jungkook said in the morning was in one ear and out the other. You forced yourself to be soft enough in taehyung’s arms, and pretended to be ready for the violent and animal-like thrusts of taehyung, regardless of the feeble body and discomfort.

During the whole process, you consistently bit your lips to hold back your moans out of pain, but your didn’t make any complain. Instead of begging for stop, you tightly hugged taehyung’s neck while groaning in a low voice, repeatedly, “tae ...baby , give me that… oh… faster…faster….”

Feeling aroused, taehyung began another round of barbaric thrusts, but with no kiss at all. Out of sudden, the storm finally came to a halt while taehyung jetted sperms all inside your skinny body. As taehyung was satisfied, taehyung murmured a name to your ear, “…irene…”

You heart instantly broken into pieces.

You were not the one taehyung cared about.

Y/n :- I'm crying and I love sad love stories .