Lost My Way🔞《 kth~jjk × Y/n 》

19) fake love

You made a simple nest for the kittens and put it in the unoccupied guest room. You were forced by taehyung to wash your body carefully before going to bed.

Taehyung flung you to the soft bed and wrapped his arms around you. Then he buried his face in your chest, sniffing like a police dog.

“Do you smell anything unusual?” you asked, feeling taehyung’s hot breath on your neck, which tickled you.

Taehyung bit your collarbone lightly and answered, “Yes, you smell like a kitten.”

You burst into laughter, as you cradled taehyung’s face and kissed him on the forehead. “Okay. Now you can go to the guest room and sleep with the kittens.”

“No, I want you,” taehyung bowed his head and planted several kisses on your face. Then he moved backward slowly, sucking your skin passionately, from the delicate neck to the soft lower abdomen.

You uttered some slight moans and felt your body burning with desire. Your voice was soft and sexy, and your shy and restrained moans were seductive enough to break taehyung’s sense and reason down.

“Don’t leave any love bites on me…” you murmured. Tomorrow you would go to the hospital. If taehyung left some marks on your neck, the doctors and nurses would see them when you took off your coat and it would make you embarrassed.

Taehyung slowly came into your face-to-face, and both of you combined closely as a whole. When taehyung began to move, he heard a sharp intake of breath coming from below, “Eh… Slow… Slow down.” He lowered his head and met your watery loving eyes.

“I’m slow enough,” taehyung replied, stroking your soft hair gently, and kept stirring. “Have you cut your hair?”

You felt a strong wave of the lust flowing through you , so you bit your lips to suppress it and answered brokenly, “Yes… I have…my hair cut…”

You twined your arms around taehyung’s neck to steady your shaking body and kissed taehyung’s jaw and Adam’s apple in a devout gesture, hoping that he would treat you in a tender way. “taehyung, please…”

Taehyung was dazed for a while. In the past, you rarely displayed such great initiative as you did today in the bed. At this moment, your rare passion and charming gesture struck a deep chord in taehyung’s heart.

Taehyung let his desire run rampant and began to conquer you with all his strength. Taehyung folded your legs and pinned you on the bed, both of your body flapping violently against each other like a pair of wings, which made you cry, “taehyung… baby… Slow down, please… I beg you…”

At last, taehyung achieved the orgasmic satisfaction that he hadn’t gotten for so long. But you were too tired to stay sober. You laid your head on taehyung’s chest and fell asleep immediately. Taehyung stretched out his arms to hold you tightly and caressed your naked back. A few moments later, taehyung muttered with confusion and heartache, “You’ve lost a lot of weight. Didn’t you take good care of yourself?”

The next day when you woke up, taehyung had already left. You sat on the cold bed and kneaded your aching and limp waist for a while before you got up. Today you needed to go to the hospital and take the chemotherapy.

When you walked out of the bedroom, he was surprised to find that taehyung had fed the kittens and cooked the breakfast for you. Taehyung even left a note to remind you to microwave the food before eating.

You shook your head and chucked the note in the bin. You crouched down to stroke the four furry kittens and played with them for a few moments. Then you took your medicines and changed your clothes, intending to go to the hospital.

This time you looked carefully at yourself in the mirror and made sure that there was no obvious mark on your neck and shoulders before going out of the door. You were thankful for taehyung’s kindness though your skin under the clothes was full of love bites.

You maintained calm on the way to the hospital. However, when you got off the bus and walked toward the hospital, you became nervous. Jungkook had told you that you must be hospitalized during chemotherapy, but you had refused without hesitation at that time. You even refused to know the terrible sequelae and side-effects caused by the chemotherapy because you were afraid that you would sink into the fear and give up your life straight.

You never expected to suffer so much during the chemotherapy. You felt yourself in the hell as you got a strong feeling of headache and nausea, your every fibre being aching as if there were numerous insects crawling in your blood vessels, gnawing at your flesh and bringing the excruciating pain to you. You were very afraid of pain but this time you had to endure the unceasing pain quietly. You bit your lips so hard that blood exuded, and your body was already wet due to the cold sweat.

Jungkook asked a doctor to cover for him before he came to accompany you. His heart ached for you when jungkook saw you trembling in pain. He held the poor women in his arms and wiped your sweaty face with tenderness.

“Doctor jeon…” you were in a state of half unconsciousness. You had a beautiful face, but now it was ghostly pale with the sharp pain, and even your lips were bloodless. “You… You didn’t tell me that I would suffer such a great pain…”

Jungkook patted you on the back gently and soothed you, “It’s okay… It’s alright… You will be fine as long as you conquer it. Don’t be afraid. I’m here with you…”

You struggled to curve you lips into a faint smile, revealing the dimple on your left cheek, and whispered with a deep sorrowful expression in your eyes, “I am in so much pain… I feel that it has lasted for centuries… What should I do with the pain? I can’t tolerate it anymore…”