Lost My Way🔞《 kth~jjk × Y/n 》

14) how sweet of you

Fortunately, the tears in the intestinal wall were just small wounds, so it didn’t take long for the blood to coagulate. But it took you quite a while to regain your strength to take a shower and clean up the mess. When you came out of the bathroom, Taehyung had been fast asleep.

By the faint yellow light from the bedside lamp, you peered closely at the man you had loved for so long, who had such a pure and handsome appearance. Taehyung had sharp and deep facial lines, high and straight nose and stylish and thick eyebrows, all of which made him an attractive man. Taehyung was destined to be a man who would get more attractive with the increase of age. However, you knew well that it was almost impossible for you to see how handsome taehyung was several years later.

“…You should treat me better, for I’m leaving…” lying on the side of taehyung, you wrapped your arms around taehyung's waist. With a slight choke in your voice, you said, “Be nice to your new lover… I am easygoing after all. Try to find someone who can bring good luck for you… and can accompany you for a long time…” you finally burst out crying after a pause for a long time, “Fool, do you know you will lose me forever?”

For the whole night, taehyung slept tiredly, not as peacefully as usual. He, in a daze, had a very real dream in the wee hours; in the dream, he was waiting for a coach with young you. The coach came and you left with a smile, waving goodbye to him. Taehyung felt afraid at that moment, so he cried and begged you to stay, running after the coach, but it was useless. You went farther and farther in the coach that never returned…

Everyone might have such a dream. You dreamed your loved ones (family members, spouse or friends) left you, and in the dream, you were so sad that you would cry out of breath and even woke up crying. Though you became awake, the depression, loneliness, heartache and remembrance from the dream gathered together, so deep that it could barely disperse. At least, the feeling was true at the moment when you just woke up.

Taehyung woke up with cold sweat all over, stretching his hand around to feel his partner. At the moment when he touched the warm body of you, he rested assured and held you to his chest tightly.

It was over six thirty in the morning. You were woken up by taehyung . After Long eyelashes fluttered twice, you opened your eyes, but felt so uncomfortable. There was a throbbing pain in the unspeakable place in your body.

“y/n…” taehyung nuzzled your neck like a big dog seeking intimate contact from his master, “It’s horrible. I dreamed you left me.”

You did not have a good rest and asked in a daze, “Where do I leave for?”

“I’ve no idea, but I don’t allow you to go anywhere.”

“…” you hadn’t got good sleep for a long time, so you were dizzy and fell asleep again in the arms of taehyung . Nobody knew whether you heard what Taehyung said or not. Maybe he had heard it but couldn’t answer at all.

Taehyung was exceptionally well-behaved today. He put the phone on mute and did not care about his lovers outside. At about 7:00 a.m., before you got up, you had walked out of the bedroom cautiously without any noise to prepare breakfast.

But you were surprised at what taehyung did when you came out, then you chuckled, “I wonder how long you haven’t cooked for me.”

Sometimes, taehyung hurt your feelings first and then he would be nice to you for apology. At least, taehyung still had a guilty conscience and knew that he should do something to maintain this apparent prosperity of your relationship, much as you had done.

Taehyung replied in a while, “Last year, maybe. That day you had a low fever all night, and didn’t feel like eating anything, so I made a pot of millet gruel for you.”

In fact, you had no interest in this topic, so you turned into the study, took medicine and then came out. Taehyung put a bowl of rice porridge and two plates of pickles in front of you, “Did I hurt you last night?”

You shook your head, as if nothing had happened. You did not wanted to recall a little bit of what you experienced last night. You only had half of the porridge. You actually wanted to eat more of what taehyung made, while you could still swallow. But it was difficult. After taking a handful of medicine, you had already been half full. How could you eat anything more?

“No wonder… No wonder that you have lost weight. You eat so less as a cat,” taehyung frowned. “If you get thinner, it will be uncomfortable to hug you.”

You forced yourself to eat more, and then smiled helplessly at taehyung, “I should eat less.  How about making a hearty lunch for me?”