Lost My Way🔞《 kth~jjk × Y/n 》

33) lost

Taehyung was really busy. He planned to stay at home with you , but he answered

When taehyung hung up the secretary’s phone, he reached out and closed up the collar of your downy pajamas. Then he fed you a spoonful of porridge, “Warm your stomach, and then lie down. I’ll accompany you to have a good rest.”

You sat quietly, having the porridge. Before you say something, taehyung’s phone rang again.

Taehyung put down the bowl to pick up his cell phone, but his face turned extremely gloomy when he saw the caller display. He hung up the phone directly and shut it down. Then he looked up at you with a smile, “I’m sorry to bother you with the trifles of the company since I promised to accompany you.”

You pretended that you didn’t see the caller’s name irene, which was short but annoying.

Taehyung was absolutely not in a good mood now. In fact, he was so angry that he wanted to kill irene . Taehyung preferred irene’s tactful character except her pretty face at the beginning. Irene looked happy every time taehyung called her and never play tricks or lost her temper because of feeling left out. Irene’s smile was little silly but warm. Taehyung really had an affection for her so irene could stay with him for more than two years.

But now, taehyung felt bored with irene. In France, irene interrupted taehyung’s call even she knew that was from you. This time, taehyung had shut down the special number for irene; irene should have known that taehyung didn’t want to contact her, but irene still dialed this number. Did irene want to track taehyung? It was crazy to do that. Irene might as well consider her weight in the heart of taehyung. She thought taehyung cared about her and wanted to be the formal spouse of taehyung after years of company. Taehyung didn’t mind irene secretly learnt the behaviors and habits of taehyung. Sometimes he looked at these little habits and even indulged in enjoyment when missing you. But taehyung couldn’t allow things that even you didn’t do were done by irene.

“Would you like some?” The voice of your made taehyung suddenly earth to himself. Your soft tone was somewhat weak.

Taehyung shook his head and fed the remaining half bowl of porridge to you, “Where do you want to go? After New Year’s Day, I have a week time to spare.”

You wrinkled your delicate brow, looking sideways at taehyung, like a kitten trying to rub itself against owner’s leg in a spoiled manner, “Travel is tiring.”

Taehyung’s heart was heavily touched and melted. He threw the spoon, pressed you at the back of the chair and gave you a long French kiss till his mouth was full of sweet smell of porridge. “y/n… y/n…” taehyung muttered your name several times, and suddenly realized that the lovers outside were meaningless and the most desirable one was still you.

Your body was softened by this kiss. You were somewhat confused by taehyung’s behavior. You thought that taehyung was like an emperor who suddenly realized he should dote on all his wives in the palace, and now it was your turn.

“taehyung…”you escaped a kiss on his lips. Your eyes were a little dull, “Your mother told me that our relationship couldn’t survive thirty years old.”

Taehyung was stunned. These things were too harsh to both of you. He did not know why you suddenly mentioned this. But he comforted you casually, “You’re thirty and I’m thirty-one years old this year. We did survive it, didn’t we?”

You burst into tears. You grasped taehyung’s shirt and your thin shoulders trembled sharply. you said, “Yes, we survived it. In order to prove that your mother is wrong, I will try my best to survive 30 years old…”

You cried in front of taehyung. You were tender, but was bore much in these years. In fact, you often bullied to cry in bed by taehyung . You knew that there was a streak of  sadism in taehyung’s nature, and you could not satisfy taehyung. When you cried, taehyung wouldn’t go on. Later, taehyung became more and more gentle in bed and finally chose to be wild in other people’s beds.

Taehyung didn’t know what you were crying about, and his heart was almost broken upon your tears. He did not know that you were crying for them. One with deep love was short-lived while the other was promiscuous.

You were weeping for your love of fourteen years turned sour.

When both of you were in high school. One day, after classes were over, taehyung gave a note to you . He asked, “Do you know how it feels to like someone very much?”

When taehyung was young, he did not use the word “love” easily, but he loved you much more than any time.

That night, you held the note in your hand and thought about the question all night. Finally, you thought of the writer’s sentence that love made people tolerant and silent without complaint and sadness.

This answer had been weighed and considered in your mind for thousands of times for more than ten years, but it had not been given to taehyung . As if in your heart, love would fade away with words. The more you cared about, the faster you lost.

But eventually love would be lost.

You cried hard and got sleepy in the end. When you finally slept in taehyung’s arms, you seemed to smell the fragrance of jasmine fourteen years ago.