Lost My Way🔞《 kth~jjk × Y/n 》

36) Kiss

Your eyes widened in surprise. You were so shocked that you did not even struggle at the first time. You came to yourself and bit jungkook hard when you felt that jungkook’s tongue was trying to enter your mouth.

Jungkook let go of you. The blood in his mouth made him sober. He wanted to apologize to you, or give you a comforting hug like a friend. But he could only see the paler face with disgust and distrustful look of you.

“Y/n…” jungkook carefully called your name , trying to reach out and touch the back of your hand. But you flung jungkook’s hand away and then slapped jungkook hard across the face in next moment.

You pushed jungkook away and got out of the bed without saying a word. You saw nothing but that door.

Jungkook grabbed your wrist and said, “It’s my fault. You’re not in good health. Have a rest for a while and then go back, okay?”

You clenched your teeth and tried hard to pull your wrist out of the doctor’s hand. Jungkook was afraid of hurting you and could only let you go. He was really impulsive today like a devil. His body was not controlled by his brain.

“Y/n , y/n…”jungkook could only follow you out of the lounge since he couldn’t stop you and went through the corridor, “I really like you. Do you really dislike me so much?”

You suddenly stopped. You looked back at jungkook for a long time before you looked away. Your voice was gentle and soft as before, “I just don’t want to see you go astray. You’re good. But I can't hurt you "

However, jungkook didn’t care about the rejection and alienation of you. He realized that you forgot to take your coat in your hurry. The sick people had poor immunity and were afraid of cold.  Your illness was especially severe. Getting cold meant a fever to you often.

Jungkook even took off his white coat in a hurry. He wrapped his clothes around you. His voice was almost imploring, “Stop talking. I won’t force you. It’s too cold. I’ll drive you home early. You can refuse me after getting on the car, okay?”

Your heart ached violently. At this moment, you suddenly felt some grievance for jungkook. The young and rich doctor was self-restrained at first, but now his eyes would easily run over with tears and he even pleaded for your opinion with such humble words, asking you whether you could do it or not, whether you were not good, and whether you disliked him. How could Dr. Ai, so good a person, fall in love with you? You just could not believe it, since you always regarded jungkook as a close friend. Even now, you were  reluctant to embarrass jungkook.

When Doctor jeon felt you stopped struggling, he tentatively held the cold hand of yours . Jungkook’s hands were dry and warm. He couldn’t help giving you a little warmth. He took the cold hand of your and finally changed from a tight grip to fingers crossed.

When you got on the car, you tore off jungkook's white coat. But you didn’t throw it aside. You were just hesitated for a moment and folded it neatly.

Jungkook seldom felt his mood fluctuated upon someone’s behavior. He was still heartbroken in the last second. But he tasted a hint of sweetness in the pain at this moment.

He turned up the temperature of the air conditioner and slowed down the car.

“I’m sorry,” finally, jungkook broke the silence first. “I think it’s right to like someone. I’m wrong to kiss you without your consent.”

You turned the silver ring on your right ring finger and rubbed it over and over again.

“It’s my fault. I enjoyed your tenderness and warmth, but there’s no way to repay your help. No matter what thoughts you hold on me, it’s true that you’re kind to me.”

“I’m not doing this so you can repay me,”jungkook felt insulted.

You knew it clearly, and you laughed, “Not just like that.”

The car was parked at the gate. You got off and knocked on the window of the driver’s seat. When the window fell down, you smiled weakly and said, “You see, if I don’t have this weak body and bad look, it would be nothing to make you comfortable by it.”

Jungkook’s face turned pale for a moment, and even his mouth lost its color, “I never knew that you could be so cruel.” These words cut jungkook’s heart like knifes, though there was no blood.

You worn the flimsy clothes in the wind. Your beautiful eyes made the whole winter look gorgeous. You waved, turned around, and soon disappeared in jungkook’s sight.

It was not definite who fell in love first would lose. Taehyung won finally.

But if one fell in love with the person who was doomed not to love back, he would surely lose like jungkook.

When you opened the door and entered the room, your hands were frozen and somewhat stiff. As blowing on your fingers to warm them, you changed your shoes and saw the 16-hole Italian leather shoes that taehyung wore in the morning. Only then did you realize that there was someone at home.

Taehyung was very busy. He left early and returned late. During the daytime, he had no time to care about you. Neither of you bothered the other. Taehyung was busy with his career. You went to the hospital by yourself. Both your time was well planned. You glanced at your watch. It was just over five o’clock in the afternoon.you really didn’t expect taehyung would come back so early.

Taehyung heard the sound of opening the door. Just after you walked a few steps to the room, door of the study room was opened. Taehyung still held a financial statement in English with a pair of low-degree gold rimmed glasses on his nose. Taehyung’s voice was gentle, “Tell me what you did today.”

You felt a cold shiver for no reason.