Lost My Way🔞《 kth~jjk × Y/n 》

29) did you missed me ?

You opened the door, finding your home neat and tidy. It was obvious that Doctor jeon asked someone to clean it up. The four little cats were snuggling against each other and sleeping soundly with small snores.

You sighed softly. You knew that things were developing beyond your limited imagination. You could neither ignore nor accept them.

The following days were so quiet that your life seemingly came to an end, because Doctor jeon didn’t answer your repeated calls. You intended to invite Doctor jeon for a dinner. Taehyung didn’t call him either, and only sent a few short messages expressing tender feelings late at night.

It was four or five days later when you finally went out again. You didn’t have any appetite, but you needed to buy fruits and vegetables.

It was windy outside today with snowflakes coming down.

Tightening the scarf around the neck, you were wondering to go home as soon as possible after buying some necessary stuff. You were too preoccupied with your own thoughts to notice a puddle of frozen water on the ground of an alley. You grazed your knees when you fell very hard to the ground.

It was really painful, but you didn’t allow you to indulge in self-pity since you knew that no one cared about you. Silently, biting the lower lip, you picked yourself up and collected your stuff scattered all over the ground. You couldn’t stand up straight because of the pain in the knees, so you hobbled home slowly with a slightly-bent back.

You had been used to the loneliness as you lived alone for a long time. The longer one lived alone, the more taciturn one would become. You weren’t born to be like this, but you had experienced too many hurts and separations.

The four little cats grew fast. They had become very familiar with you and liked to cling to you. Their naughty paws always tickled your arms or neck, making you feel warm in the heart. You were tired, but you didn’t forget to prepare a pot of fish soup for them, which was still stewed in the kitchen.

But you didn’t expect that taehyung would come home after 11 p.m. you were a light sleeper, so you were instantly wakened upon the first noise of door opening.

Kicking the Italian cow-leather boots off, taehyung then threw his woolen overcoat onto the sofa as he always did. Taehyung would never remember to wear a scarf without your repeated demands.

“You’re back?”

“Why do you still stay up?” taehyung was surprised with raised eyebrows.

You came up to taehyung , softly held his hand, which was bloody cold, and said, “I just woke up. Why don’t you tell me when you would land at the airport, unless you don’t want me to pick you up?”

Taehyung came close to you and kissed you on the forehead, “The flight is too late. I don’t want to disturb you, and it’s too cold at korea’s winter night.”

You smiled noncommittally, but you withdrew your hand from taehyung, said, “How about fish soup? There is still some soup in the kitchen. Let me warm up it for you.”

Taehyung’s cold eyes became warmer after he heard your words, and then he said, “I go to take a shower first.”

Taehyung just took a short shower. When taehyung came out, you were just pouring the hot soup into a white china bowl.

“This soup is so light.” Holding the bowl, taehyung sipped the soup as naive as a teenager.

You replied, “The cats can’t eat oil, and I don’t like salty food.”

After drinking the soup as if taking the medicine, taehyung called you over, scooped you into his arms and pressed you on the sofa, “Did you miss me? Were you having a good time with cats when I was away?”

You only shook your head. The expression in your face was always gentle, but no one could ignore your alienation.

Taehyung moved closer to kiss your lips, but only lightly kissed you on the cheek as you turned your head away.

“I am really tired,” you touched taehyung’s nose with your finger tip, avoiding taehyung’s eyes filled with complex feelings, “You must be tired too, so go to bed early.”

“But I really miss you.” taehyung frowned, and he got close again to you to whisper in his ears, “Let’s have a hug.” you knew that it was taehyung’s trump card to call for sex, because you were very sensitive to whispers in the ears, not to mention taehyung’s sexy voice.

However, you only frowned with a sudden strike of sickness in the throat. You didn’t want to have sex with taehyung, so you voluntarily reached out to hug taehyung, and said “Let me hug you. Now go to sleep.”