February breeze tickling your ear as you pull down the window car.
"I thought the weather has become warmer, but it wasn't" U smiled. You are going out with Jay that night. It was already 2 months since you and Jay oftenly seeing each other. Both of you haven't pull things together.
Jay is very nice to you, he takes care of you and you do too. Trying to be a good friend, FRIEND. You are desperate at the thought of that relationship.
Jay's like a sky, not only a sky, he's the whole damn universe, and you? You're just a tiny little star inside that whole damn universe.
On top of that Jay keeps fluttering your heart. Sometime he acts like he's interested in you, yet sometime he acts just like a friend. You doubting him and also yourself. You know your heart starts to love him, but your brain keeps telling you to not. Sometime you wanna be more than friend, but sometime you just wanna be his friend.
"So lately Hep been asking me about you.." Jay said, glancing carefuly at you.
"Hep oppa?"
"Yeah.. Hey why you never call me oppa, me and Hep are about the same age"
"What about Hep oppa?"
He glares at you, his plump lips pouted making you laugh.
"Tell me what about him?Hehe" you pull his shirt softly.
"It was just those lame question, what kind of girl you are, what do you do, what are you"
"What are you??" you smack his arm lightly, Jay laughs.
"Yess what are you, so i said you are a robot like an iron man but with a hello kitty symbol on the chest" he joked and burst out in laugh.
"Idiot.. You kiss that kitty's ass" he laughed even more.
"Heyy.." Jay pull your hair lightly,
"What?" You replied
"What do you think about Hep? Are you interested?" He peek your face carefuly.
"I dont know, what do you think?" You pretend to be cool.
"I think Hep's good, talented, surely will take good care of you. Dont ask me okay, just how do you feel about him?" his voice sounds demanding.
"I just think he's another close oppa, like you, or cha cha oppa" You said. Silently Jay feels relieved.
"Lets not talk about him, lets talk about you" looking at him.
"Well we've been close enough lately, im not a story teller so you could just read me"
"How about you telling me how did you become Jay Park?"
"No.. Im not doing any biography shit here~"
"No no no.. I mean how was your childhood? What do you remember the most about your childhood, good times. Your home in Seattle, hows the weather, your house's paint, you know"
"Woww..."
"What are you wowing?" you surprised. No one's there, Han River doesnt dry out suddenly, so what was that wow about.
"No... Its just, no one had ever ask me that" Jay blushed, he licks his lips.
"Cant i?"
"No.. Where should i start" his eyes wondering "Seattle is always so humid, and when the summer starts its like an oasis at the desert" he continued.
"Im sorry Jay" You cut his words "Please unbuckle this seatbelt, i guess its stuck" U said, Jay rolling his eyes.
He push his body to your direction, his face just inches away from yours. You holding your breath as his hand lightly touching the side of your waist. On top of that your heart beating fast, you bet he must have heard it.
It happened so fast, when Jay lift his face to your angle. You are sure your eyes were popping out at that time.
"You have no idea how hard it is to control myself now"
"You what ~~" you shivering, his eyes locked yours.
"I cant stop thinking about you, even if i act like nothing's up, even if i try to turn my eyes to other girls, i cant get you out of my head. I keep thinking about you" he continued. Slowly Jay's closing the gap, you can feel his breath tickling the tip of your lips, you know you are trembling. You can feel his hands trapping your side.
Then you throw your head to the side, you cant understand why did your body act that way. You know your heart wants it though. Jay smiled, pulling his self feeling sorry.
