(Jay Park POV)
Tense. I can feel my heart beats a lot more faster than its usual. I know the press is fidgeting outside as they wait for me. I planned this conference with AOMG so I can clarify my relationship status with my girlfriend *ur name*, I know all the expected questions, but I still feel nervous. Its probably the second biggest decission that I made after my resignation from 2PM. When suddenly Simon D hyung nods his head behind the door I know its about the time.
I brushed my black casual suit and head outside. I can hear their voices inside my room. When I walk down the stairs and bow down they all directing their cameras at me. Simon D hyung is waiting for me at the edge of the long organized table. I bow down several times untill I can feel my back tinges lightly. I cant smile so I nod a thousand times for the press.
Simon D hyung greets the press when I sit down behind the table. All the press busy taking picture of me, they might zooming my nostrils, and my stomach doesn't feel okay right now. I cant really pay any attention to what Simon D hyung said. All the memories flashed back at those short seconds, I can still remember my girlfriend *ur name* embraced me on her arms last night. She didn't sleep all night but I pretended to sleep so she doesn't get anxious. All I can think about is her face, how vulnerable she is even when she tries to hide it. I saw her eyes nearly in tears but I know she tried her best to hide it. I dont know when but I know she cried and afraid for the outcome. The worst case is if something happened to our relationship which I tried to hold on the most. I love her and I dont even know if this press conference is the right thing to do, all I know is I'd do everything than to see her hurting.
When Simon D hyung called my name I bow my head in front of all the cameras and eyes.
"Annyeonghaseyo, Im Park Jae Beom talking. Thank you for your time attending this conference. I really do appreciate it. I know you guys has done much works and I am so thankful since you all want to go all the way to AOMG building in here" I bow my head once again.
"I am here to clarify all the news that has been exposed by my name. If there's any question I'll try to answer it with my privacy consideration. We can start now" I nod. I can see all their hands being raised. Simon D hyung picked one of them.
"Is that true the girl that was with you is your girlfriend? If its true how long have you two been dated?"
"Yes she is my girlfriend. Ive been dating her for more than a year right now" I nodded in approval.
"How did you know her? Is she a model? Celebrity?"
"No she is not a model nor celebrity. She is not in the entertainment field. She is an ordinary woman. We've been friends for awhile untill I dated her"
"What kind of person she is? Is she pretty?"
"She is beautiful, she is kind, yeah she got my attention"
"Does AOMG know her? Do your parents know her?"
"Yeah, we all have a close relationship. I haven't introduce her properly with my parents but they know her too"
"Does she know the risks dating Jay Park?"
"Yes she knows it very well, that's why we think throughly about dating in public~"
"Did the pictured snapped secretly affect this publicity?"
"Yeah of course. If it wasn't because of the pictures both of us might not know when to reveal this relationship. So we're flustered, but we think Its about the time"
"What makes you sure that the publicity would do any better for your career right now and in the future. It might affects your girlfriend's life too."
"Yes, I personaly know its so risky. But I am also a human, when my time comes I can't dodge the feeling inside me. I am very open minded person. From the very start I am ready to reveal this relationship, but I was thinking about myself and my girlfriend. We talked about this a lot and we fear the result. But the picture came out and we realized we cant stay hidden anymore. All i want is a normal life, as in my relationship with AOMG, my parents, friends or family. I want my dating life to be normal too. My girlfriend loves amusement park so much but she cant go there with me, while I am dying to go there in our date too. I am the one who will suffer the least, and my girlfriend might suffer more by this relationship. All I want is the fair result for both of us but I know its not possible. But I took the risk, we took the risk and hoping for a better future ahead. I will work harder and she will support me. She is not used with exposition,and I hope everyone would mind her too. That's the least I can do for her. I will do my best to make her happy, and continue build a better relationship within us"
"It looks like you love her so much" The press laughing. You smiled a little.
"I cherished her, she's one of the person I get fond with. I think Its important to have someone who knows our real soul without the haunting achievement tagged along. And this relationship is one of the important relationship as if with my family, fans or AOMG"
"Dont you scared of what your fans will feel after this publicity?"
"Rather than scared I am worry. I hope they could understand me, but I cant make them all understand my situation. All I can say is I am going to work harder, for the fans, AOMG, my family, even important for myself. Because being an entertainer is all about me. I love music and dance so I dedicate myself to the passion of mine"
"Does your girlfriend often get jealous when you work onto your passion?"
"She understands and fully support my job. I think its not jealous but when It comes to job I would work wholeheartedly, when I was with my girlfriend she has my whole attention, when I was with AOMG, my family and so on"
"Do you think of going serious with your girlfriend? Marriage probably?"
"Hahaha its still far from our agenda. We never talked about that, we enjoy our relationship right now and not thinking about tomorrow"
"Is there any possiblity that you would take her on a public event?"
"We are not sure, we would think about it later"
"Do you think your girlfriend has the interest of becoming like you?"
"Is your girlfriend like it when you get close to another girl celebrity?"
"Is she gonna be the next model on your music video?"
"I think Jay Park has confirmed all the questions. Thank you for your attention and your time~~" my manager said facing the press. I cant hear the rest of it since all the press suddenly getting hyped on questioning. I just wanna get out there quickly, I bowed my greet and say so much gratitudes untill I got out from the room.
