It is 7 pm when you're cleaning your desk, getting ready to get off from work.
You're so excited cause you're about to see hip-hop performance. Jay told you he's going to perform, with Gray, other artists such as Crush, Heize, and the one you're so excited to is Dean.
You enjoying his songs lately, and it is so addicting.
Jay already gave you the ticket, so you can just go there and see their performance at a venue in Kangnam.
You brought a spare clothes for you to get change. In the end, you change your midi skirt with cropped half knee jeans, wearing a white plain tee inside you red squared buttoned shirt. While you're tidying your work cabinets you text Jay.
"Work done. Soon be there"
You hurriedly catch a taxi. The gate open at 6 while the show be started at 8, but its okay to be late. You dont mind standing in the back, you dont like to be cramped inside the crowd. While you're on your way, Jay called you, told you to go backstage so you can watch in comfort. But you refused, telling him you wanted to see their front appearance not the side of it. All you're worrying about is not to be caught between Jay's sasaeng fans, since they know your face. That's why you're trying to dress as casual as possible, even wearing a mask and glasses. It's so unnecessary, but you gotta do it. You promised Jay you're gonna take the mask off if it's too crowded and the lights dimmed, and if everything getting worse, run to the backstage as soon as possible.
So then you arrived nearly at 8. The gate is already closed, but when Jay's people sees you they know you already, so then they opened the gate, giving you a staff name tag like usual (to avoid Jay's sasaeng fans). People packed up, crowded nearly to the stage. You positioned yourself at the crowd's end, as near as possible to the security like how Jay suggested.
Then you texted Jay again
"도착합니다, 잘해 (I'm arrived, do your best)"
Jay replied
"👌"
Doesn't took long untill the MC got out and welcoming the crowd. Jay has this habit that he never asked you where are you during his performance. Once you asked about that, he answered he sees everbody as equal when he performs, he just doesn't want to be bothered when performing. Its not like he didn't see you, but he wants to focus on his performance. That's why when he's working you understand his professionality eventhough its hard sometimes.
You bounce to the beat, extremelly enjoying the mucis. When Jay got out you smiling from ear to ear. He's the sexiest when he sings.
You always pleased with his sweet voice, but eventhough he's your boyfriend there's someone like Crush who's voice always put a spine on you. Crush has something on her voice, you just dont know what it is but you can't help but scream hearing his voice. Just like this one with his "Give it to me" which featured Jay. There's another one like Elo but he's not here.
Then when Dean come out, the crowd couldn't be helped. Recently Dean is the trend, since he's still young and fresh face. Jay will be so annoyed if he know you've been thinking like this.
"We're meeting again" Familiar voices greeted you.
"Oh my God, you're following me here?" You glanced to the security, if it's true than you would run backstage.
"Ckkk dont talk waste. I found you attractive, but I am not a pervert. I came because Jay Park"
You looking at him suspiciously. He twirled his eyes.
"Who are you coming for?"Seung Hyun continued.
"Excuse me"You replied suspiciously.
"Dont look at me like that" He added. Then both of you fell into silence for the rest of Dean's performance. This Oh Seung Hyun or whatever he's calling himself looks decent, and you're regretting your act towards him. He's doing good here, he smiling and enjoying the music. Maybe its you who's overly sensitive.
"I wanna see Dean" You replied after a long silence between you two. Seung Hyun smiled hearing your response.
"How did you know it was me? With this glasses and mask" You continued.
"Maybe because I've seen you under this kind of light before"He's referring to the club.
You snorted.
"Why are put that mask on? doesn't it feel stuffy here?" He continued.
You surprised for a split second.
"Everbody would think you're a celebrity" He added.
"Ehh??? Celebrity what"You scoffed.
"Or one of the artist's girlfriend" Seung Hyun continued again.
You are so startled, you dont even know how to react.
"Why are you talking to me informally?" You responded, out of the blue.
"Just one look I know you are. I'm 29"
"Ckkk why are you so proud of that, I can be you nuna"
"해봐 그럼 (then try)"
Here, he makes you surprised again.
"I dont know about you, but I hope we continue being stranger. You make me feel uncomfortable" You about to leave~
"Just enjoy the show. I told you I came for Jay Park right"
You stay silent. But why did he came for Jay, or is he~~~~Jay is your boyfriend. And it's so awkward seeing a
"I wonder are you gay?" You clear your throat. It's not like he's guilty for his sexual orientation, but its extremely weird seeing a man attracted to your man. Duhhhh
Seung Hyun laughing beside you.
"Am i right?"
"You should call me oppa from now on. Cause my sexual orientation still goes with it"
"But oppa doesn't relate to a sexual orientation though"
"Im answering it literally. I'm straight as hell. I like AOMG in general, but today since it's only Jay Park and Gray, I rather go with Jay Park, I like his music. If there were Simon D, I'll go with him instead of Park Jaebum" He responded.
"Get what I mean??"He continued.
You nodded. Another silence fell again.
Now Dean's feeaturing with Heize singing their "And July".
You jumped when Jay singing his "You Know" but featuring Gray oppa not Okasian.
It seems like Seung Hyun is enjoying this too, he bounced contently. And weirdly both of you smiling to each other. Maybe this hiphop show works its own magic. Now you put your mask down, since you think its comfortable now.
When the show about to finish, you gotta get out before being recognized.
"Im going out now, I got other appointment"You bowed your head, smiling.
"Waittt~~" He pulled your bag lightly.
"So when should we grab anything? Not a coffee or tea, I'm okay with everything" He said
"Ckkkk.. We can talk about it later" you replied, bowed your head again and went out.
You remember thinking he's so weird, but you feel warmth when you stepped backstage.
