You staring emptily at the piles of papers stacked on your desk. Kendrick Lamar's on speaker rapping how many times our potential was anonymous.
You leaned on your wheel chair puffing hard.
You are so depressed by all the office work, people been expecting too much on you. You know it's not entirely their fault, as a dependable and capable employee its your job to fulfill all the given deskjob.
Evenmore you're considered as a new employee that hasn't fully adapted in the office. All other employees are kind, but somehow you feel locked out.
When you walked in the house you could feel your throat plugged fighting you tears. But you can't just cry, that'll be too easy and awkward to just blurted on tears. So here you are sighing hard piercing the stacked papers.
At this kind of time it'll be better if somebody just give you an encouraging presence near you. Your abroad family just called you but you know it isn't enough. Contemplated by the thought to call your boyfriend Jay Park or not, but you thought it'll be a burden for him too. Furthermore its your problem not his.
When suddenly you hear the switch on your doorknob Jay's head popped out on it. The dimmed light doesn't blurred your sight from him.
"Oh my God oppa what you doin here? I didnt hear any sound, oh my God!!!"You stopped your voice from screaming.
He smiled proudly "How cud u hear anythin if that music is all you hear" walked to you "what is this?" he pointed at the stacks.
You turn the music down and sighed "work work work work work work" you hummed imitate Rihanna.
"What do u mean? All this?" He surprised, checking some paper closely "you haven't even work that long tho" he placed the papers carefuly, you smiled bitterly.
"Had your dinner?" He rubs his hand on your cheek.
"Yet" You smiled searching for his other hand.
"Lets go, i'll treat you something yummy"he grabbed your chin.
"Noo.. I think i'll order me a pizza"
"Okay.. I'll call them"
"Yeah? But~"
"What?" He rubbed his hand on your hair.
"Im afraid you cant stay long oppa.. Thiss~~" turned your head to the papers.
"Okay.. I'll eat some and go babe, dont worry" He made his derpy faces.
"Call the pizza" You added, smiling.
Jay rolled his eyes and went outside to call.
When he about to go out you jumped out from your chair and hug his back.
"Heyy..."He smiled, cause you tagging him behind.
"Just stay like this for a moment oppa"You whispered.
"What about the pizza"he added.
"Fuck it, you're all i need"you buried your head on his back.
"Since when did you start to curse?"He turned his back and facing you.
"Let me cry on your arms tonight" you can't look straight to his eyes.
"That would be my pleasure"He brought you to his chest again.
