You giggling to Sae Na's joke while ripping her present. As both of you live far away from your family so most of the christmas were spent together. Honestly Sae Na has canceled her date with her boyfriend and stay with you that night. She told you she'd rather stay with you than go out with her boyfriend but you know she's been peeking to her phone too often. On the other hand, Jay said he's gonna stay with you that night but it seems like he had already forgot you.
"Merry Christmas !!" Jay shouted
"Hi Jay!" Sae Na waved, Jay smiled.
"Thought u wudn't come" You said, going near him.
"why wudn't i?"He opened his arms for a hug, but u walked past him to the kitchen.
"What's wrong with her?" talked to Sae Na "anyway, got u two presents. Here's for u Sae Na, Gray's official signed CD" he continued, Sae Na high pitching taking her present.
"I got one for u too" Jay smiled waving ur present.
"Drink?" u responded, Jay replied behind u "No, got too much at Loco's bday" hug u.
"Awesome"
"Ive told u right?"
"Yeah, just now"
"Really?"
U get away from his embrace.
"Baby i got u present come on" he followed u.
"Later"
"Look im sorry babe" he whispered in ur ear.
"Jay stop~"pushing him
"What happened with u two?" Sae Na joked
"Thats what Im saying, i think she's on her period Sae Na" Jay giggled.
"Yeah, the period of ur shit"
"What??"
"U guys shud stop, Jay she had too much drink tonight" Sae Na barged.
"I dont drink u know that" u said.
"Really whats wrong with u babe? If thats because i came late im sorry okay, n im sorry for not telling u about Loco's bday too"
"U always sorry Jay, but uve never meant it. And im sick n tired of waiting"
Sae Na's statued.
"U see Sae Na right there, she shud be spending christmas with her boyfriend but she didn't cause she feels sorry for me"
"*ur name* i dont mind that. And dont drag me down into u guys problem please"
"Sae Na im sorry, can u do us a favor and stay out a minute" Jay smiled bitterly.
"Im willing to do that. Thanks Jay" Sae Na winked at u as she leaves.
"Now lets talk" Jay sitting facing u.
"Ive talked the most of it" twisting ur arms.
"Im sure there's more"
U sighed "I just cant hold it any longer. I am the one who's always waiting, i understand ur job, but its not ur job who pisses me. Its u, its here and there thing about u which always came out suddenly n makes me waiting"
"I dont wanna be the lonely one. Its like im the one who's not having fun at this party. I feel left out, unwanted"
"I dont know Jay.. I dont know who shall be blamed, i hate u but mostly i hate myself. As if im guilty for having this feeling" u avoid his eyes.
"Its not ur fault girl, its likely to have that feeling. And im sorry for making u feel that" he grabbed ur hand
"I know the least about that feeling of urs but i kinda understand it. I know there's something wrong with me but i cant pick one. Now that u told me this u should know that i'll be waiting for u till u ready for the party"
"What do u mean the party?"
"I mean its the time where i shud be taking u to my world"
"What?" u pulled ur hand automaticaly, staring to his eyes beside u.
"Lets do it babe, i mean im gonna introduce u to my world, my friends, my family, my job. I think its not the time for us to keep this thing anymore"
"Are u lost ur mind? Its okay to being introduced to ur friends, but ur family, job? Really Jay?"
"Baby calm down, everything's gon be okay. I guarantee"
"U're drunk.. This is not a serious sober talk, we're gonna talk it out later"
"I had beers okay and im good"
"No lets talk it out later. Are we done here? So i will call Sae Na back"u about to take ur phone but Jay stopped u
"Listen.. Im talking with my sober clear head, we've been going out nearly a year, long enough, i've had enough with playing this cat and mouse game, and i know u too babe"
"Yeah, but i dont have the confidence~"
Jay stare deeply to u.
"U are fenomenal babe, if im that star who hits the stage u are more than that cause u have my heart. I know it'll be overwhelming for u but i'll be waiting till u ready" he convinced u.
"Alright" u pecked his lips, "ew.. U smell like a cheap bar"
Jay snort holding his laugh.
