You are on your way to Jay's place to pick some of your left stuff. Jay's probably not home so you go straight up without notice. As you type the passcode wondering unsure where should you start searching. Its your favorite and current reading book that you left 2 days ago plus some work sheet that you unknowingly slipped inside it. Last thing you remember you were putting it on the front table near the sofa. When you heard someone's crawling behind you, you squeak.
"My god ommo" squeezed your palm.
"What?" He smiled enjoying your reaction.
"At least turn the lights on" crossed him, going to the kitchen.
"I just came in babe, what are you doin?" tap the lights on.
"I forgot my book, did you see it?"
"What book?"
"Its a novel, Coelho's. Did you see it?"
"I dont know, where did you put it?"
You offer Jay's a drink.
"I thought you have schedule today" sitting next to him.
"Yeahh.. But it got delayed" He handed you the cup.
"Why?"
He answered shaking his head.
"Want me to make you something? Or should i order something? Saw your fridge, its empty except beer" You asked.
"Beer will do. I dont feel like eating" He replied.
"Babe its 6 in the evening, I'll go out and make you something " You peck his cheek as you getting up.
"Order pizza" He pulled your hand to sit.
"What happened?" You caress his hand, he looked other way, you know something in his head right now.
"Oppa.." You brought his head facing you.
"You're upset by the delayed schedule?" you continued.
"Its not like that" He smiled bitterly.
"Why?" looking straight to his eyes.
"its a radio show as supposed tonight, but then it cancelled. The thing is the reason doesnt make a sense"
"Why?"
"You know tonight the MAMA show supposed to be held, and they think that people would eagerly anticipated to that and so it cancelled. Thats it"
"Its so petty of them"
"They think its just not productive to air the broadcast with me as the guest, and people is speculating why i didnt ge the invitation to MAMA. Dont be mistaken, they did invite me but i already got many jobs to do and it has been agreed long before that, so I just, you know. Im okay with that, people have the right to think and speculate, im fine with that. I just kind of feel betrayed, so its uhm~~"
"Oppa..."
"Why?"
"Come here" You lean his head to your arm.
As Jay putting his head to you, you caress his hand.
"You feel offended and upset thats why you act this way. Its okay, its normal, if it were me i'd act that way too"
"Do you know why I love you?" You continued.
"Cause Im the amazing Jay Park?" He smirked, you snorted but continue
"It counts too.. But outta all, I love you because your positivety. Your positive mind and act toward everything is incredible. You dont pay any attention to the negatives, you move forward. You confident, you are the real hustler. You motivate people, you lift them up, just dont let me start with a bunch of your kindness"
"No.. Just start it" He cracked beside you.
"Im serious" You poke his side, bringing his head on your vision.
"You are tremendous oppa. But i forgot one thing, you are also a typical emotional man, Ill keep it in mind to always take care of you. I'll b good oppa" You peck his lips lightly.
"You know what, you dont need MAMA recognition or others, they try to put a medal on you by their narrow judgement. They dont know you, you've won gold medals lots of time for being a good friend, brother, son and boyfriend which lots of artist didnt do even the tiny bit of your struggle. I love you Jay Park"You peck him again.
"Wowww.. Didnt know you'll be this emotional. That goes best for a speech" Jay smiled jokingly.
"I dont care, I'd write thousand of pages of it. Now smile for me"You smile.
"Come here, you're so lovable" He grinned wide as he ask for hug.
